I guess finally i've found the meaning to my new blogskin..
I indeed walk alone with God on this journey..
The rest that i am close to.. They are just so happen.. crossing the road i was walking by.. and they've had been a part of my life.. but their road just seem to move somewhere else.. not where i taking..
People have their own agendas.. their own goals.. they will never walk the path same with me.. they may brush aside the grasses.. or even walk from a distance where i can see him/her.. They will never join me in my path.. i'm still alone.. with God..
the best frenz I had.. will never be.. with just a blink of an eye.. they're roads will turn so sudden.. that they will disappear in an instance.. gone..
I wanna make good frenz with those i have right now.. and i wan to maintain it..
Jiun yen.. no matter how true our friendship we are having now.. I still feel.. we are always on a different road.. You may seem to say that we can do alot of things in life.. Yes i say we can.. but.. alot of things i cannot keep on asking u to do.. like joining back with the guys that were always there..
I guess the next step i will take.. is to let u really have all your time.. with kat.. i feel dat.. i do not need to be there.. just to be a lamp post.. i enjoy times with u and kat and sue.. i feel.. i have to continue.. doing.. something.. better for me.. than seeing u enjoying.. what u have.. that i dont have.. at the moment..
I will still treat u as best fren.. just.. i cannot do things that u r doing now with kat.. i guess.. i have to move on.. and maybe find someone for me..
[[About Me]]
I do not deserve all this,
but im here standing.
not becoz of my efforts,
but through His grace
This is my cry,
My one desire,
Is to be where you are Lord;
Now and forever.
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Artist: Maroon 5
Song: Makes Me Wonder
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