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Saturday, January 27, 2007

[[Victim of bully]]

This part of my life.. even though it sux.. but.. well.. it takes courage to speak up.. I'm a victim of bully!! If you are a victim of bully.. stand up.. and take courage.. for u are not alone.. u have other frenz who cares for u.. Today i learnt a valuable lesson.. but i shall tell u about my sad past.. a past which i intend not to talk about it.. for it hurts everytime i recall..

All my life.. i am always the one to bully.. since the day i can actually step out of the house to go to kindergarden.. and towards standard 1.. and so on.. till now.. age 19.. when ppl saw me.. mr. Jack.. they see my face.. which is.. a person who wont fight back.. a coward.. yeap.. dats me.. Mr. Jack.. my 12 years of school life.. been tortured day in day out.. even going padang.. its a warfare business everyday.. Im sorry bullies.. Be it verbal bullying or physically.. yea.. im the one who gets it.. oh yea.. when there so much suffering in this world.. yea.. these ppl cant tahan and juz puts their anger in ppl like me.. so.. who's the brave guy? well.. somebody has to be the bullied.. so.. i took up the job.. yea.. get verbally abused.. from the most gayest words.. till the most harshest words.. yea.. from the most disgusting stuff, till the punches.. till the grab in the groin.. yea.. i had it all.. yet.. im still alive..

Mentallity of a bully..
why on earth.. there is bully in this world? Well.. obviously I'm the victim.. i have studied much about bullies.. in fact.. bullies are people who needs love in their life.. bullies are ppl who.. u know.. lack of love from their parents.. family, and even they lack attention by their peers.. peer pressure.. yea.. or even studying pressure.. stress.. So.. like for example.. a bully's dad comes home.. gets drunk.. started beating up him.. the next day.. who he beats up? the victim.. Technically we shud care for the victims.. but.. the bullies are the one who need care the most.. for they will end up in mental institutions.. these ppl are the psycho ones.. they may even.. kill or rape someone in the future.. so.. if u have bullied someone.. this is a true story from the victim..

One thing the victim of the bully.. he is kind, he is forgiving.. he never tries ways to harm the bully.. For he knows how much the bully suffers.. Give a standing ovation to the victims.. if u are a victim of bully.. dont be sad about the past.. its good that ur body is of good use to others.. for they take u for their anger.. For if the bullies cant release their anger.. they probably explode in the middle of nowhere.. or they will even cause massacre in the public places.. Like school killings.. yea..

These 2 pics show u a victim of bully b4 and after..
b4.. he was tucking his pants or watever..

After.. He gets bullied by someone.. for the sake of the bully.. i oredi cut off his picture.. see.. bullies are still humans.. they juz need love..

If you are a victim of bully.. juz like me.. never regret for being bullied.. for u are showing love to the person.. u provided the bully with ur body as cushion.. ur ear to be verbally assaulted.. yea.. U are indeed the bravest person ever.. and i respect that.. ppl respect that.. Never despise urself for being bullied..

Thnx for reading.. A bullied's journal

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I do not deserve all this,
but im here standing.
not becoz of my efforts,
but through His grace
This is my cry,
My one desire,
Is to be where you are Lord;
Now and forever.

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