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Friday, February 16, 2007

[[U dont deserve a friend like me..]]

Dis is a reminder to myself.. my pathetic nature self.. my act of selfishness..
Why am i saying this.. i dont deserve my friends.. any of them..
For i am using them.. for my needs!! MY OWN NEEDS!!.. never a fren for them..
i admit.. i am selfish.. i am a freeloader.. I use people to entertain me.. to help me do stuff.. like
my parents.. my brother.. and even to u guys.. my friends who have treated me so well..
I'm never there when someone needs help.. I'm never there when people feel sad.. I tease ppl for
failing.. i tease people for losing.. I compare what i do with my frenz.. always feel im superior..
the fact that.. I'm not.. i'm juz a normal guy.. doing selfish acts.. I never care for what they need..
what they think of.. what they are facing.. Its only all about my problems.. How to answer my problems.. Never others..

I am selfish.. more selfish than a stingy old witch..

Lord.. Change me for who i am.. I am nothing but a piece of shit.. I accept my mistakes..
Thank you Lord for giving me great friends.. who i don't treasure at all... Help me Lord.. Whatever
I try fails.. Please be my lighthouse.. I don't want to lose my dear friends.. Help me be a True friend..
help me to care for others.. Help me to be.. Jack. to be the Jack u called me to be..

Those who are reading..
Sorry for all those things i have done... Please forgive me.. give me another chance..
Please wake me up when im doin the wrong thing..
Dis is a reminder for me.. to change.. to be a better person..

[[With Jesus On This Endless Road]]*|2:56 AM|

[[The Walker]]

Name: Jack

[[About Me]]
I do not deserve all this,
but im here standing.
not becoz of my efforts,
but through His grace
This is my cry,
My one desire,
Is to be where you are Lord;
Now and forever.

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