I'm depressed lately.. of nonsense, useless stuff.. It will take a normal person to stand up in at least a month.. but.. Praise God.. i'm fine.. i'm refreshed.. thnx to His peace.. Thnx to the word, i'm back on my feet.
I regret most of my life.. im struggling over things that are useless, unnecessary.. Today.. i feel afreshed.. Yes.. this current post, will make some of u readers think im nuts.. think im out of my mind.. but so what.. i don't care.. but this post will definitely point out somethin different... that i hope i can change.. with the strength from Jesus Christ.. my fountain of everlasting youth.
Once again.. i acknowledge that Jesus is my I AM, when i need finances.. He IS my finances, when i need peace, He IS my peace, when i need rest, He IS my rest.. He IS everything.. if we were to put everything under his arms.. and letting him taking care of it..
Today.. this post will be a reminder.. that i will sign the resignation letter, to resign of as General Manager of my Life, and let Jesus manage my life.. for whatever we manage, it will be fruitless, meaningless. whearas in God, everything will be in His plan, the preperation of his second coming.
Yes, i am a sinner, yes.. i still commit sins.. like lying, swearing..yes.. i did all these, but yet, i know.. that God has already forgiven me, for if he hadn't, he will be dishonouring Jesus's death on the cross, for He loses his righteousness.. so that we can be righteous despite of our sins.. For whenever we come to God, God will never withhold from us, for he sees Jesus's righteousness in us.. Thank's and all praise to Jesus..
As of this post onwards.. im gonna put Jesus as the center of this blog, whenever i post, it will relate to him.. every moment of my life.. i will relate with him.. whether bad or good..
Once again.. TA if u are reading this.. thnx for your wonderful letter.. your words of encouragement are really in the rignt timing.. juz when i needed it the most.. Praise God for those mighty words from the letter.. Thnx so much..
For those who readin this.. yes.. i'm still human, i will have faults, i will say the wrong things for the tongue is evil, every man can tame any animal, but not the tongue, for the tongue is a deceitful weapon, a tongue can sent a whole nation to war, a tongue can sent people suicide, but a tongue.. can bring encouragement, can bring hope, future to those who really need it.. Yes, i'm sorry for those words i spoken out to everyone.. Can't control my words.. so hope that u guys dont take some of my words seriously.. no matter how hurting it is.. well.. once said it's done.. if u still hate me.. fine.. be it.. but.. best wishes to u.. I hope u find a better friend than me..
That's all for now.. thnx for reading.. Thnx for the refresh Jesus..
between doing things right and doing the right thing..
doing things right for me.. it means that u did somethin wrong b4.. and u are trying to do those things right.. means redoing it.. to get it right..
doing the right thing.. is you know the right and wrong things ahead of u.. and u choose to do the right thing.. which is.. doing what u believe its right.. but its not always right when u believe its right.. coz.. there are ppl who think that stealing is right..
Started working on 26th of February.. first few days was like.. adjusting to a new environment.. wakin up early.. lining up for LRT.. and.. taking a bus to mid valley.. yea.. stress abit.. but it was fun.. haha.. meet my wonderful collegues.. there is 3.. but 2 here 
My head of the department.. Ms. Shaz.. on the left.. and on the right.. Mr. Quinten.. yea.. he produces events.. so..yea.. one more was MIA.. her name is Racheal.. im workin with them.. they sure crack lame jokes often.. singing songs out of nowhere.. haha
Had an event for aunties who love line dancing in Penang and Taiping.. so.. kinda stress.. about 10 hours of sleep in 2 days.. yea.. walkin pass a road to find food.. saw this restaurant sign.. SUPER LALA!! woohoo..
Well.. not to say that it was stressful.. but the aunties who were there made us stressful.. the event requires us to deal with aunties.. giving free door gifts.. bleh.. they throng like mad ppl.. lining up in 7 lines.. the rest was.. disaster.. lol
line dancing.. bleh.. ok la.. good way for aunties to keep fit.. 
sleeping is a must when it comes to destressing urself.. quinten and kenneth.. who joined me to work as well.. fallin a sleep soundly..
Some how.. i dislike the boy below.. fat boy!!. guess who is the fat boy.. =P lol
thnx for reading.. and waiting for my next post.. God bless u all
To everyone.. Happy Chinese New Year.. wish u.. " Nian Nian You Yu" means every year got leftovers.. and " Shen Ti Jian Kang" Healthy Body.. So.. nothing special in CNY.. juz a few things i've love doin over the years since i was born.. the first thing is of course.. the food.. second is definitely ang paos.. third.. the warmth and the caringness of the relatives.. last.. definitely.. the most important.. when seeing everyone happy or try to put a smile despite of adversities.. its very hard to see it on other days.. but on CNY.. yes.. u can see all walks of life.. chinese.. malay and indian.. smile.. hehe.. smile becoz.. its also a holiday.. lol..
So.. yea.. we had joy.. we had fun.. we had a new year under a hot sun.. freakin hot.. on the last day of the previous year.. we had a large dinner.. my parents, bro, my family friend's including Uncle Gary and Aunty Chris, his son.. Kah Meng.. yea.. we had a korean dinner.. in Dong dae mon.. not mistaken.. the plates u see.. are enormous.. so.. if u ever had a korean wife.. ur korean wife has to do so many dishes for u.. and cleans them all up later.. or if u have a korean husband.. then.. u have to make this many plates for ur husband for every meal.. haha.. and clean them.. yea.. 
Nothing much happened on the first day.. juz recieve oni about 10 ang paos.. from my father's hometown.. Tapah.. my grandmother doesnt stay there anymore.. she actually lives near my home.. but she will leave to a relative's place to stay.. so happen she is in Gopeng.. we moved from Bidor to Tapah to Gopeng.. yea.. get the few angpaos.. then.. head on.. to Ipoh.. 
This is juz a show.. yea.. i gambled a lil.. i feel.. even though.. its sinful.. this is the only few bux that i made extra.. and.. why not.. when its also a good way of conversation.. there is more common topics.. i lost my money.. so i consider myself giving some money to them in a sense.. so.. yea.. gamble a lil.. not much.. a lil..
4th day or 5th day if im not mistaken.. we went to Cameron Highlands for a day tour.. due to the new road dat is finished constructed.. the road to Cameron's were smooth and fast.. compare to the other road from Tapah.. yea.. i like strawberries.. and.. i like to take picture of nice plants.. so here are some of them.. pic above is my cousin and my uncle.. yea.. 
Pic below looks like a forest.. but its juz a bunch of small plants.. fig trees.. 
During our short stay in Camerons.. we had our lunch in "Yeong" Wah.. Restaurant
Bro havin a nap.. while waitin for the food.. 
Thats all friends.. yea.. not much really happen.. juz.. meet up with relatives who i seldom meet due to the 200km distance.. Thnx for reading..
Name: Jack
[[About Me]]
I do not deserve all this,
but im here standing.
not becoz of my efforts,
but through His grace
This is my cry,
My one desire,
Is to be where you are Lord;
Now and forever.
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