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Friday, June 08, 2007

[[Not myself..]]

The day i say i'm a good boy.. is the day that i turned bad.. The day i was confident that i already had set my path right.. is the day i screwed it all up..

Why can't i do 2 things i love doing the most.. Why can't ppl accept me doing 2 things i love most.. it was all in my limits.. but why.. life can be so.. funny..

the moment when i say i'm good.. i'm trying to keep up with 2 phases of my life.. but when i started to focus on the other phase.. i neglected the other.. i used to find my phase a more meaningful phase of life.. a phase.. where.. i can be at the best i can be.. Phase 2.. indication of me.. doing what i wanna do most.. what i wanna feel.. what i wanna experience.. which contradicts totally to what i have in Phase 1..

Even i'm taking small decisions at a time.. but it really leads to the big picture.. whether i am in Phase 1 or Phase 2..

Call me a hypocrite.. even i'm a hypocrite to my own parents.. pretending to be a good son.. pretending.. that i know whats right and wrong all the time.. which i'm not.. I'm even being a hypocrite in not telling what i do.. the fact that i love hiding things that i do from ppl..

i just wanna continue doing 2 things i love most at the moment in my life.. b4 i can get out of Phase 2.. for good.. i just want this prayer to be answered.. with the life to do so..

Thnx for reading

[[With Jesus On This Endless Road]]*|11:49 AM|

[[The Walker]]

Name: Jack

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I do not deserve all this,
but im here standing.
not becoz of my efforts,
but through His grace
This is my cry,
My one desire,
Is to be where you are Lord;
Now and forever.

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