Never ending Journey

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

[[on a love high]]

first time.. after so long.. im experiencing a temporary love high.. either to celebrate about it.. or not.. but after knowing her for just a week.. without seeing her.. without meeting her.. without ever knowing whether she could be a guy.. which is abit sick.. but i felt the in love mood.. crap..

i kept thinkin about that person.. i kept thinkin of the song she asked me to hear.. i kept listening to it.. over and over again.. crap.. this temporary love.. got stuck in my head.. i wanna meet her.. i wanna see her.. T_T

[[With Jesus On This Endless Road]]*|8:50 PM|

Saturday, July 28, 2007

[[how do we get started?]]

Check out Asia at night.. the lights that make the night of our world brighter..

God gave us 1 earth.. our world.. where we share and live in.. its not by coincidence this earth was formed.. the position of the earth's orbit around the sun.. the way it makes the earth livable for life forms.. its just amazing.. i just think that.. whatever the problems we are facing today, like relationships, money, entertainment, power etc.. its just not so important when 100 years from now.. what we perceived as problems to our success.. will be destroyed by the actions we neglected in protecting our home planet..

I support Al Gore's speech on global warming.. and it does brings up the real deal on what's happening in the world as we speak.. im not worried about the outcome we're facing.. but, how can each of us.. a speck of the 6 billion plus of ppl in this world, do to make earth substantial for the next 100 years and more to come.. ignoring isn't an answer... i just wonder.. how do we get started.. start doin something.. that its not about our selfish desires.. even though havin desires are great.. but.. when the world is ending.. do we have the pleasure to drive our ferraris, our lamborghinis, our planes, and enjoy our beautiful house and wealth when it's being destroyed by our doings through pollution..

I just wanna start somethin... i don't know what can i do.. but im not tryin to be an environmentalist.. lets just say.. im more aware of it.. and i would like to contribute a lil.. anyone's interested? while we still have a minor hope in this earth?

we have only.. 1 earth..

thnx fo reading..

[[With Jesus On This Endless Road]]*|1:04 AM|

Sunday, July 22, 2007

[[ET tagged me to say what i hate..]]

Food i hate:
er.. if i eat it too much in a day or in a week.. i will hate it for a moment.. thats all.. other than that.. i'm fine with almost anything..

Fruit i hate:
er.. gotta admit.. i dont like eating my own fruit.. Jackfruit.. and nangka, and er.. i do eat mangosteen.. but now i find it.. weird.. i also dont like ciku, jambu air.. thats about it.. for fruits..

Veggies i hate:
Definitely.. petai.. the smellyness.. i tried to put one in my mouth.. but.. yuck.. i just swallow it.. no chewing.. no offence to petai lovers..

Celebrities or People I hate:
A question.. anyone loves Bush here?

Event/Incident/Situation I hate:
when i am stuck with the mere pennies in my wallet.. that's what i hate..

TV Shows or Movies i hate:
Horror movies.. dats about it.. and if the movie is tooo lame.. its becoming plain stupid.. it doesnt make me laugh anymore.. lol..

Type of music i hate:
gangsta rap.. annoying.. irritating.. and also.. emo rock songs.. makes me feel emo.. -_-

Household chores i hate:
er.. definitely.. washing clothes.. hanging wont be a prob.. just very marfan.. even though we have the washing machine.. we still need to differentiate.. white and non white..

Things i hate about this world:
we shud save the world.. not hate the world..

Things that i hate about myself:
bad habits.. dats about it..

I'm gonna end this tag.. mwahahahahahaha

thnx for reading..

[[With Jesus On This Endless Road]]*|6:24 PM|

Monday, July 09, 2007

[[Ex 5 Kempas 2005 Gathering 2007..]]

Finally.. after waited for a year and a half.. it came to reality.. its hard to call everyone out.. but we manage to get more than half.. its better than not having it at all.. so.. to those who came.. THNX FOR COMING!!.. anywayz.. well.. the organizer supposedly wanted to organize the dinner in pantai seafood.. but his mother told him to tryout Syabu Syabu in SS2.. so.. ok la.. not bad la the food.. u basically put frozen food into ur boul of soup.. and eat it with some seaweed, and lots of eggs.. yea..

So anywayz.. here are the pics from everyone i received.. There are quite alot of pics.. so im just gonna show u not all.. but most la.. i look weird in all the photos im in.. sad.. dont ask me to be in pics.. i spoil ur photos.. lol..

Matthew and Wykit.. posing for the pot..

Feasting.. u see the table is messy.. this shows us.. humans.. monsters in eating.

from left.. charng rui, lutfi then kenneth soo.. staring at the pot..

Kenneth Soo with the funny face.. and Ever (MOM) haha.. i have too many moms..

Huey Lin, See Leong, Yee Jiun and Tsu Peng..

top clockwise.. huey lin, lee ping, ai ling and ever..

left.. daniel, ben yi, kenneth soo, mom and suz..

me, wei wen and you jin.. the far right.. kenneth how.. he didnt eat.. but he made it..

left clockwise.. matthew.. kenneth how, see leong, yee jiun, tsu peng, ai ling, lee ping, huey lin and jian sheng.. our not so efficient class monitor..

look at the amount of prawns ate by 1 person.. -_-" high cholesterol sia.. anywayz.. after that we moved on to McDs Centerpoint.. lazy to think of another place to chill.. pics for syabu syabu was lesser becoz everybody busy makan..

spotting almost the same shirt.. same color..

group photo..

in the middle.. we have john and wei wen..

the crowd.. third from right.. peng cheng..

a toast.. to those who made it..!!

matt.. his turn to propose his toast.. he says he's gonna get married soon.. he will remember to call everyone..

siew may and tsu peng..

yee jiun and me..

chris in the middle..

joaquim and pei kee.. who came very late.. late..

timer pic.. i was blur.. so not fast enough.. haha

ok.. perfect picture!!

after everyone left.. a few left back to go dream park.. then mamak.. then sleep..

The list of people who didnt make it..

Anna, boon liang, krystal, suk wein, boon woei, szu huei, the malay girls and somemore whoelse ar.. -_- those who didnt come.. u all know wat to do la.. dont FFK.. thnx

remember!! 5 years from now.. hotel buffet!! i organize!!

[[With Jesus On This Endless Road]]*|8:59 PM|

Friday, July 06, 2007

[[y my name sound so wrong..]]

[[With Jesus On This Endless Road]]*|1:30 AM|

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

[[oh yea]]

Praise God i'm alive!.. Praise God i'm living in righteousness!! Praise God for His everlasting Love and Grace! that i'm here standing today.. living.. and breathing..

2 a.m. in the morning.. i shud be sleeping.. but why? why am i awake.. all this while.. All my life as a christian.. all i did.. was condemning myself.. was awaring of my sins.. all my life.. what i did after Christ died for me.. i was still.. living in guilt, in fear, in condemnation.. in SIN!!..

but after so long.. God has been gracious.. thnx to a good friend of mine, Ken Cheong.. who lend me this CD from pastor Joseph Prince.. Finally, i understood.. what is righteousness.. what it means to be living in Christ Jesus..

What is righteousness.. in greek.. it means.. Clearness of Guilt.. which means.. we are cleared of all means of guiltness.. aka Sin, sin is not just about.. killing or stealing or lying.. when we think of sin.. it makes us sin conscious.. when we are sin conscious.. we start to fear, worry, and guilty over what we have done.. like cheated others.. or say something wrongly that offended others.. or when i lie.. then.. next time.. ppl will cheat me back..

So.. if i relate it back to "karma" which means, if i do good i get good things back, if i do bad things, i get back bad stuff, this mentality.. is good.. but when we do bad things.. like lying.. poof.. we will worry.. worry about what.. oh dis will lead to judgement in Hell.. whatever sins we have committed.. yea.. we will get that down there.. oh yea.. and its gonna be pain.. we will also worry about.. shit.. if i lie to my parents.. consequences are.. my parents wont trust me ever again..

Sure.. when we sin.. we are to pay for our consequences on earth, coz we have the law of the government, public law.. but down there.. IT IS FINISHED.. It is been fully paid.. paid by whom? Jesus Christ.. (Romans 3:25) for God has presented him as a sacrifice of atonement, through faith in his blood, he demonstrated justice, because in his forebearance (exercise of patience) he had left the sins committed beforehand unpunished - he did it to demonstrate his justice at the present time, so as to be just and the one justifies those who have faith in Jesus.
If God were to be fair.. everyone will perish and burn in hell.. but Jesus came to bring life.. life in its abundance.. and be set free of the slavery of sin.. and those who are free are free indeed.. by dying on the cross.. God is fair by placing him judgement on the sins of all mankind on him.. so that we may exchange his righteousness.. a place in heaven..

Jesus.. who was born through virgin Mary, son of God, died on the cross.. exchanged our sins.. so that.. we exchanged His righteousness in God. an as an exchange for our sins.. He bore the penalty, the judgement of God so that.. through his righteousness.. we deserve blessings, health, prosperity, favor, everything good in this world plus everlasting life.. not only that, He gave us the holy spirit, and power over the evil one, who comes to steal, kill and destroy our mindset, our blessings.. And by his blood on the cross, we are covered from the head to the toe.. of every curses, bondages and every work of the evil one.

How did Jesus proved God's blessings, and whenever God promises something.. he will do it.. be it judgement or blessings. the parable of the prodigal son ( Mark 15:11 to 32), which Jesus told to the crowd, in it.. this father has 2 sons.. one.. who is a good boy.. does everything the father told, works hard.. the other son, useless, after gotten half of his father's inheritance, he spent all in prostitutes, gambling and left without money.. he was force to work in a pig sty, where he gets hungry.. And when he decided that he should return home, coz even his father's servants have food to eat and clothes to wear.. when he came home, not only his father didnt punish him, or banish him, his father held him a banquet, dressed him in new robe, gave him a ring, and killed a fatten calf for him... His goody brother? gets nothing and stands aside and see his brother's party.. and complains.. So.. God is like the father, even though after what we have done.. God already.. gracious enough.. to forgive.. forget.. and bless us again.. For He first loved us.. not necessary we must do good to get good stuff in return..

Now i can say that.. even though i sin.. i will still receive my blessings, my inheritance from God.. but when i'm sin conscious.. i will lose it.. for fear takes control of my mind.. but when i know.. that while i sin.. I have the righteousness of God in Christ Jesus, sin already lost its power after the death of Jesus Christ, and the resurrection of Jesus, ensures our blessings.. that he didnt die in vain..

And when we know that God blesses us.. do we still wanna sin? when ppl do something good to u.. do u wanna wanna wack him? or betray him? i'm sure we will be thankful.. we will tell others of how good is he.. and giving him the utmost respect.. and follow in his footsteps in doing good as well..

Why am i saying this.. if i dont.. then.. i will be wrong.. for robbing everyone that i know of his blessings.. of his inheritance with God.. of what Christ has in store for everyone.. Don't u wanna be successful in life? dont u wanna have money.. have great family.. And its so easy.. to get all those things.. by just.. believing that Christ has already died and fully paid all your sins on the cross...

And this is just part of it.. u haven even know what blessings the bible are in store for us.. what God has promised..

Thnx for reading.. God bless..

[[With Jesus On This Endless Road]]*|3:44 AM|

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