So disappointed.. What i hate about my life.. why i wish i could just get it done.. and not think about it.. and throw that thought into the trashcan.. IM WAITING FOR THAT DAY LORD!!.. U PROMISED.. DONT EVER BREAK THAT PROMISE.. I DON'T WANNA F*#KING DEPEND ON EVERYONE AROUND ME!! I HATE BEING A FREELOADER!! I HATE IT WHEN PPL TREAT ME TOO GOOD!! I WAN'T TO PAY THEM BACK THEIR DEEDS.. I HATE BEING A ONE SIDER.. I HATE BEING DEPENDED ON MY FRIENDS TO DO EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE.. MY PARENTS BACK HOME SAY ALL MY FRIENDS ARE INFLUENCING ME BECOMING AN ASS AT HOME!! WHO MADE THIS TO ME!! WHO!!.. I DONT WANNA BLAME ANYONE.. U SAID DONT DEPEND ON OTHERS.. I CANT EVEN DEPEND ON U GUYS TO HELP ME 1 THING.. JUST BECOZ I MADE MISTAKES.. HOW CAN U DONT TRUST UR OWN SON.. I LOVE MY FAMILY.. I JUST WANT THINGS GO GOOD FOR EVERYONE.. THNX EVERYONE WHO TREATED ME SO GOOD.. WON'T FORGET WHAT U GUYS DID IN MY LIFE.. I'VE BEEN DEPENDING U GUYS FOR SO LONG.. U GUYS ARE SPECIAL IN MY LIFE.. U ALL MADE MY LIFE WORTH LIVING.. WORTH ENJOYING.. U KNOW WHO I'M REFERRING TO.. SO THNX YA ALL! I've been saying thanks a million times.. thanking day in day out.. but its true.. from the bottom of my heart.. Please grant me this wish O LORD.. this is one wish i want.. for my birthday.. for christmas.. It's been awhile.. since i did up a post.. sry.. sounds like my blog died.. but im back.. and im here to say i HATE 1 thing about my life.. and i HATE so much.. because i can't get it out of my life.. the only thing that cause me to go so mad.. that i hate it everyday.. I will hate it until i get a real job.. Although im a christian.. IM STILL A HUMAN!.. and there are things which i dislike.. and i HATE this thing that is in my life now.. everytime i try to let go.. the next day it will reappear in my life.. over and over again.. till i get my own ass up to australia.. till i finally get a job and be rid of this situation.. I've never been so pissed of this in my entire life.. I TRIED TO LET IT GO GOD.. U R NOT HELPING ME!!!.. U R LEAVING ME IN THE DUMPSTER!!I ASKED!! U HAVEN GIVE ME!!AREN'T U REAL IN EVERYONE'S LIFE? WHY CAN'T YOU JUST GRANT THIS WISH TO ME!! YOU KNOW ME!! I AM HAPPY ABOUT THE SIMPLE THINGS IN MY LIFE!! BUT THIS HAS TAKEN A TOLL!! I CAN'T STAND TO LIVE ANOTHER DAY DOING THIS!! IT'S JUST NOT ME!! I DON'T WANNA DO THIS!!I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH U WHO STRENGHTENS ME!.. BUT THIS THING I CANT DO IT.. BECOZ I'M NOT THE ONE IN CONTROL! Pics of ppl sleeping..
C.K. TAN
THE "GODDESS" Sue Hsia
After fixing finish the Infinite Justice Gundam.. It looks cool no matter how i look at it.. although its small..
Below is the Justice Gundam.. awesome piece of model.. but just the modeler is quite noob at making it chun..
The real thing.. outside the anime.. GUNDAMS ROX!!
It can even stand on 1 feet.. How cool is that! not many models can move like this.. only Gundams can..
The difference in size.. 1/100 and 1/144.. im bigger than u u puny.. and both are pink.. IM NOT GAY.. so happened these 2 gundams are pink.. aint my fault.. its the main character's gundam.. and i like them alot.. 
Guess what.. bought 2 more.. waiting for the tools to come in.. hehe.. dis hobby is an expensive one indeed.. Thnx bro for paying most of it till now.. Thnx for reading.. God bless!i guess i hadn't stayed at home for the weekend for a few weeks in a row.. after exams.. it was peace mode.. still dlding.. watching anime.. but the brief weekend i spent.. i was finishing up my assignment.. here and there.. fixing gundam.. it's been awhile.. since i went for a movie.. =/
while on the way out to fetch my brother from work.. A NEIGHBOUR CAT!!.. enjoying its sleep.. decided to park right beside the cat to get a better view.. taking a picture of a cat nap..
gasp.. i open the windscreen for a nearer view.. the cat.. gave me a cold stare.. like.. Annoyed.. wth are u doing.. why are u stopping in front of me.. wth are u disturbing my sleep.. MEOW!!!!!
and yea.. Mei Yii's bday falls on the same day as my mom's.. she got a surprise cake.. chocolate.. didnt get to eat it.. =/.. secret recipe's cake rox.. HAPPY BDAY TMEIYII!
She is turning 20.. congratz!!.. 2 decades of life so far.. i still in my teenhood.. haha..so fast.. almost 1 year past.. i can still recall my bday last year at neway.. omg.. im turning 19 soon.. i still feel young and immature inside.
ahh.. yes.. my bro bought 2 gundams.. HG models.. scale of 1/144.. a good beginner experience.. fixing it was time consuming.. but the final good is awesome.. without those modeling tools.. we did quite well for an amature.. although the aile strike looks abit.. weird.. man.. 
these models aren't detailed.. so.. if want to make it detail, have to put paint, markers, metallic and shine it.. mini details.. to make it perfect.. but i hadnt get my tools yet.. im just a beginner..
Strike's first leg.. a small achievement.. but was admiring for 5 secs.. lets continue
And yea.. i just finished Infinite Justice.. man.. this bot is awesome.. they have the scale of 1/100.. cant wait to have that one.. but this one.. after strike's experience.. we made it extra careful.. and the results were better.. although still alot of things to learn.. watching youtube is good!
poses of gundam.. with W300i VGA camera.. =/
Was busy.. watching Gundam SEED during the week.. when watching anime.. chances are.. i'm more lazy goin out.. and Gundam SEED the anime itself is so.. exciting.. and emotional.. Other than than, im busy with assignment and exams.. exams this weekend..
Kira Yamato.. the star of the show.. who fights for freedom..
Athrun Zala, who fought for his mom, but found that his cause wasn't relevant.. a childhood friend of Kira Yamato and best friends and partners while piloting ZGMF-X19A Justice alongside Kira Yamato in ZGMF-X20A Freedom.
Gundam in action!!The following week schedule:
1. Fixing new Gundam model after Gundam craze begin... (Yummy)
2. Finish up group presentation for the following week
3. Pray for mid sem exam results.. (short prayer)
4. Last but not least.. get my pay! to buy my wii!!.. can't wait to get my hands on my gundam and wii..
5. last but not least.. download and watch Gundam SEED Destiny to continue the sequel to Gundam SEED...
I will formally invite everyone to play wii once i get it.. lets enjoy wii sports!
Name: Jack
[[About Me]]
I do not deserve all this,
but im here standing.
not becoz of my efforts,
but through His grace
This is my cry,
My one desire,
Is to be where you are Lord;
Now and forever.
[[Music's Playing]]
Artist: Maroon 5
Song: Makes Me Wonder
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