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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

[[One thing i hate about my life]]

It's been awhile.. since i did up a post.. sry.. sounds like my blog died.. but im back.. and im here to say i HATE 1 thing about my life.. and i HATE so much.. because i can't get it out of my life.. the only thing that cause me to go so mad.. that i hate it everyday.. I will hate it until i get a real job.. Although im a christian.. IM STILL A HUMAN!.. and there are things which i dislike.. and i HATE this thing that is in my life now.. everytime i try to let go.. the next day it will reappear in my life.. over and over again.. till i get my own ass up to australia.. till i finally get a job and be rid of this situation..

I've never been so pissed of this in my entire life..

I TRIED TO LET IT GO GOD..

U R NOT HELPING ME!!!..

U R LEAVING ME IN THE DUMPSTER!!

I ASKED!! U HAVEN GIVE ME!!

AREN'T U REAL IN EVERYONE'S LIFE?

WHY CAN'T YOU JUST GRANT THIS WISH TO ME!! YOU KNOW ME!!

I AM HAPPY ABOUT THE SIMPLE THINGS IN MY LIFE!!

BUT THIS HAS TAKEN A TOLL!! I CAN'T STAND TO LIVE ANOTHER DAY DOING THIS!! IT'S JUST NOT ME!! I DON'T WANNA DO THIS!!

I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH U WHO STRENGHTENS ME!.. BUT THIS THING I CANT DO IT.. BECOZ I'M NOT THE ONE IN CONTROL!

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C.K. TAN

THE "GODDESS" Sue Hsia

After fixing finish the Infinite Justice Gundam.. It looks cool no matter how i look at it.. although its small..

Below is the Justice Gundam.. awesome piece of model.. but just the modeler is quite noob at making it chun..

The real thing.. outside the anime.. GUNDAMS ROX!!

It can even stand on 1 feet.. How cool is that! not many models can move like this.. only Gundams can..

The difference in size.. 1/100 and 1/144.. im bigger than u u puny.. and both are pink.. IM NOT GAY.. so happened these 2 gundams are pink.. aint my fault.. its the main character's gundam.. and i like them alot..

So disappointed.. What i hate about my life.. why i wish i could just get it done.. and not think about it.. and throw that thought into the trashcan..

IM WAITING FOR THAT DAY LORD!!.. U PROMISED.. DONT EVER BREAK THAT PROMISE..

I DON'T WANNA F*#KING DEPEND ON EVERYONE AROUND ME!! I HATE BEING A FREELOADER!! I HATE IT WHEN PPL TREAT ME TOO GOOD!! I WAN'T TO PAY THEM BACK THEIR DEEDS.. I HATE BEING A ONE SIDER.. I HATE BEING DEPENDED ON MY FRIENDS TO DO EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE..

MY PARENTS BACK HOME SAY ALL MY FRIENDS ARE INFLUENCING ME BECOMING AN ASS AT HOME!! WHO MADE THIS TO ME!! WHO!!.. I DONT WANNA BLAME ANYONE..

U SAID DONT DEPEND ON OTHERS.. I CANT EVEN DEPEND ON U GUYS TO HELP ME 1 THING.. JUST BECOZ I MADE MISTAKES.. HOW CAN U DONT TRUST UR OWN SON.. I LOVE MY FAMILY.. I JUST WANT THINGS GO GOOD FOR EVERYONE..

THNX EVERYONE WHO TREATED ME SO GOOD.. WON'T FORGET WHAT U GUYS DID IN MY LIFE..

I'VE BEEN DEPENDING U GUYS FOR SO LONG.. U GUYS ARE SPECIAL IN MY LIFE.. U ALL MADE MY LIFE WORTH LIVING.. WORTH ENJOYING.. U KNOW WHO I'M REFERRING TO.. SO THNX YA ALL!

I've been saying thanks a million times.. thanking day in day out.. but its true.. from the bottom of my heart..

Please grant me this wish O LORD.. this is one wish i want.. for my birthday.. for christmas..

[[With Jesus On This Endless Road]]*|12:14 PM|

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Name: Jack

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I do not deserve all this,
but im here standing.
not becoz of my efforts,
but through His grace
This is my cry,
My one desire,
Is to be where you are Lord;
Now and forever.

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