jack's life

its been awhile

2008-01-10T16:53:00.000+08:00

I still cant figure how to change my Picture title for blogs.. i need to somehow adobe a picture to change it.. at the moment... blog is dead.. thnx for the readings.. i guess its time to pack up and move into a new blog.. or stop blogging till i find something interesting to share..

first 2 weeks of holidays

2007-12-15T23:36:00.000+08:00

Malacca Trip again.. Once again we have another trip to malacca..

4 bottles of vodka, 3 bottles of chivas for the price of RM400.. yeaman
My good ol' primary school friend.. Han Min a.k.a Prawn Mee
My dearest extended neighbour.. Ms. Esther Liew

Jingy.. and Cindy
During the trip, we stopped by to have some satay celup. and since Daley saw Kenneth eating tons of prawns.. He too.. order a huge prawn which he finished it.. unwillingly... HAHAHA

CG Pot bless 2007. brought food.. fellowship and fun

mark with the camera.. elizabeth on the far right

Ken with the weird face.. mwahahahaha

on the left, ET.. next.. katheryn on the camera.. Lydia sitting.. Hui Yii at the door while Janice was in front waiving.. and Justine sitting on the chair

yamcha.. while watching Arsenal got owned! this is Vivian..

This is her twin sister.. stephanie

Last last weekend.. Cousin's wedding at Seremban.. and these are my cousins.. sleeping.. after a long day of wedding ceremony and lunch..

New kicks for the New Year!

Bought the last model of Gundam 1/100 Blue Duel which i believe is the last in Malaysia.. coz i cant find this anywhere else so far.. for the price of 80 bux.. its quite worth it

previous posts of the justice gundam was almost done. this time, i finally completed it. adding on the shield and the gun behind the butt.. due to it being the first model, my painting was bad.. so i've improved my painting skills on the 2nd one.. hehe

Genting Trip on Friday night.. till Sat morning.. Ferrari 575M Maranello..

At the genting hotel entrance.. Mitsuoka Orochi.. checked the web for this weird car man..

Who is the only fella who play House of the Dead 4 with 2 guns in each hand.. none other than Jing.. who tryin to show his proness -_-..

One thing i hate about my life

2007-11-28T12:14:00.000+08:00

It's been awhile.. since i did up a post.. sry.. sounds like my blog died.. but im back.. and im here to say i HATE 1 thing about my life.. and i HATE so much.. because i can't get it out of my life.. the only thing that cause me to go so mad.. that i hate it everyday.. I will hate it until i get a real job.. Although im a christian.. IM STILL A HUMAN!.. and there are things which i dislike.. and i HATE this thing that is in my life now.. everytime i try to let go.. the next day it will reappear in my life.. over and over again.. till i get my own ass up to australia.. till i finally get a job and be rid of this situation..

I've never been so pissed of this in my entire life..

I TRIED TO LET IT GO GOD..

U R NOT HELPING ME!!!..

U R LEAVING ME IN THE DUMPSTER!!

I ASKED!! U HAVEN GIVE ME!!

AREN'T U REAL IN EVERYONE'S LIFE?

WHY CAN'T YOU JUST GRANT THIS WISH TO ME!! YOU KNOW ME!!

I AM HAPPY ABOUT THE SIMPLE THINGS IN MY LIFE!!

BUT THIS HAS TAKEN A TOLL!! I CAN'T STAND TO LIVE ANOTHER DAY DOING THIS!! IT'S JUST NOT ME!! I DON'T WANNA DO THIS!!

I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH U WHO STRENGHTENS ME!.. BUT THIS THING I CANT DO IT.. BECOZ I'M NOT THE ONE IN CONTROL!

Pics of ppl sleeping..

C.K. TAN

THE "GODDESS" Sue Hsia

After fixing finish the Infinite Justice Gundam.. It looks cool no matter how i look at it.. although its small..

Below is the Justice Gundam.. awesome piece of model.. but just the modeler is quite noob at making it chun..

The real thing.. outside the anime.. GUNDAMS ROX!!

It can even stand on 1 feet.. How cool is that! not many models can move like this.. only Gundams can..
The difference in size.. 1/100 and 1/144.. im bigger than u u puny.. and both are pink.. IM NOT GAY.. so happened these 2 gundams are pink.. aint my fault.. its the main character's gundam.. and i like them alot..

So disappointed.. What i hate about my life.. why i wish i could just get it done.. and not think about it.. and throw that thought into the trashcan..

IM WAITING FOR THAT DAY LORD!!.. U PROMISED.. DONT EVER BREAK THAT PROMISE..

I DON'T WANNA F*#KING DEPEND ON EVERYONE AROUND ME!! I HATE BEING A FREELOADER!! I HATE IT WHEN PPL TREAT ME TOO GOOD!! I WAN'T TO PAY THEM BACK THEIR DEEDS.. I HATE BEING A ONE SIDER.. I HATE BEING DEPENDED ON MY FRIENDS TO DO EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE..

MY PARENTS BACK HOME SAY ALL MY FRIENDS ARE INFLUENCING ME BECOMING AN ASS AT HOME!! WHO MADE THIS TO ME!! WHO!!.. I DONT WANNA BLAME ANYONE..

U SAID DONT DEPEND ON OTHERS.. I CANT EVEN DEPEND ON U GUYS TO HELP ME 1 THING.. JUST BECOZ I MADE MISTAKES.. HOW CAN U DONT TRUST UR OWN SON.. I LOVE MY FAMILY.. I JUST WANT THINGS GO GOOD FOR EVERYONE..

THNX EVERYONE WHO TREATED ME SO GOOD.. WON'T FORGET WHAT U GUYS DID IN MY LIFE..

I'VE BEEN DEPENDING U GUYS FOR SO LONG.. U GUYS ARE SPECIAL IN MY LIFE.. U ALL MADE MY LIFE WORTH LIVING.. WORTH ENJOYING.. U KNOW WHO I'M REFERRING TO.. SO THNX YA ALL!

I've been saying thanks a million times.. thanking day in day out.. but its true.. from the bottom of my heart..

Please grant me this wish O LORD.. this is one wish i want.. for my birthday.. for christmas..

over the weekend

2007-11-07T02:14:00.000+08:00

i guess i hadn't stayed at home for the weekend for a few weeks in a row.. after exams.. it was peace mode.. still dlding.. watching anime.. but the brief weekend i spent.. i was finishing up my assignment.. here and there.. fixing gundam.. it's been awhile.. since i went for a movie.. =/

while on the way out to fetch my brother from work.. A NEIGHBOUR CAT!!.. enjoying its sleep.. decided to park right beside the cat to get a better view.. taking a picture of a cat nap..
gasp.. i open the windscreen for a nearer view.. the cat.. gave me a cold stare.. like.. Annoyed.. wth are u doing.. why are u stopping in front of me.. wth are u disturbing my sleep.. MEOW!!!!!

and yea.. Mei Yii's bday falls on the same day as my mom's.. she got a surprise cake.. chocolate.. didnt get to eat it.. =/.. secret recipe's cake rox..

HAPPY BDAY TMEIYII!

She is turning 20.. congratz!!.. 2 decades of life so far.. i still in my teenhood.. haha..

so fast.. almost 1 year past.. i can still recall my bday last year at neway.. omg.. im turning 19 soon.. i still feel young and immature inside.

ahh.. yes.. my bro bought 2 gundams.. HG models.. scale of 1/144.. a good beginner experience.. fixing it was time consuming.. but the final good is awesome.. without those modeling tools.. we did quite well for an amature.. although the aile strike looks abit.. weird.. man..

these models aren't detailed.. so.. if want to make it detail, have to put paint, markers, metallic and shine it.. mini details.. to make it perfect.. but i hadnt get my tools yet.. im just a beginner..

Strike's first leg.. a small achievement.. but was admiring for 5 secs.. lets continue

And yea.. i just finished Infinite Justice.. man.. this bot is awesome.. they have the scale of 1/100.. cant wait to have that one.. but this one.. after strike's experience.. we made it extra careful.. and the results were better.. although still alot of things to learn.. watching youtube is good!

poses of gundam.. with W300i VGA camera.. =/

Guess what.. bought 2 more.. waiting for the tools to come in.. hehe.. dis hobby is an expensive one indeed.. Thnx bro for paying most of it till now..

Thnx for reading.. God bless!

sry.. was away bz with anime, assignment and exams

2007-11-02T13:01:00.000+08:00

Was busy.. watching Gundam SEED during the week.. when watching anime.. chances are.. i'm more lazy goin out.. and Gundam SEED the anime itself is so.. exciting.. and emotional.. Other than than, im busy with assignment and exams.. exams this weekend..

Kira Yamato.. the star of the show.. who fights for freedom..
Athrun Zala, who fought for his mom, but found that his cause wasn't relevant.. a childhood friend of Kira Yamato and best friends and partners while piloting ZGMF-X19A Justice alongside Kira Yamato in ZGMF-X20A Freedom.

Gundam in action!!

The following week schedule:

1. Fixing new Gundam model after Gundam craze begin... (Yummy)

2. Finish up group presentation for the following week

3. Pray for mid sem exam results.. (short prayer)

4. Last but not least.. get my pay! to buy my wii!!.. can't wait to get my hands on my gundam and wii..
5. last but not least.. download and watch Gundam SEED Destiny to continue the sequel to Gundam SEED...

I will formally invite everyone to play wii once i get it.. lets enjoy wii sports!

the trip to malacca and pavillion KL

2007-10-16T19:42:00.000+08:00

what i can say is that.. the Malacca trip.. was chun.. well planned.. and.. unforgetable.. i miss coming to malacca.. after the minor trip i had working for an event last few months back. so.. i can only describe Malacca in 1 word...

CHUN!!

dats all.. we (Kenneth, Tan Cher Kuan, Kwoky, Wai Cheong, Jing Chen, Sara, Joyee and me)

rented a bangalow.. which is bigger than my own house.. T_T.. and even has a swimming pool babeh.. we chilled at the hse.. swim till our fingers and toes got sooo soaked.. it looks like.. lap cheong.. anyhow.. yea.. gotten darker.. must be the food.. must be the good food..

the historical place.. with alot of cars.. and the trees has covered all of the historical places.. -_-

much better view eh.. just next door.. but still.. the trees blocked the view..

opposite those historical buildings.. CHUNG WAH kopi char pou.. where the "famous" chicken rice ball is sold.. we went in to find old memories..

in my memories.. the chicken riceball was out of this world.. like alien food.. but turns out..

The chicken is nice.. but.. i prefer makan taugeh and chicken from IPOH..

my expectations are too high.. guess.. i wont despise ipoh chicken from now on..

I LOVE IPOH!!!

Went to this place called.. forgotten.. some famous shop that sells DODOL, durian produced stuff and.. durian cendol.. yum.. and while searching for buyable items..
saw this.. i tot it was the famous HIM HEANG.. but mana tau.. its..

SHENG HIANG..-_-

WTH!!

they have the exact same design... the same box.. even the sticker is similar.. just the name.. got conned.. next time.. only buy HIM HEANG from Penang.. not Sheng Hiang of Malacca.. this sux..

Ok.. yesterday.. Monday.. pergi KL Pavillion.. with my whole family and our extended neighbour friend's family.. sorta like.. family family outing..

usually le.. we seldom go shopping malls..

1. dad hates crowds

2. dad loves quietness during the weekend

3. dad hates to wait for food

4. dad wants things slow.. not fast paced.

Anyhow.. J.CO.. the "famous" brand of Indonesian made donuts.. they have their signature donuts.. apparently.. there is a story behind J.CO and Big Apple.. their donuts.. nice la!!

i enjoyed it.. but my mom didnt.. she say big apple better..

but wth.. dont u know the story of Big Apple and J.CO? T_T

although the donuts are nice.. their smell.. aren't awesome than of Big Apple.. becoz.. Big apple's donuts can be smelled 50m away.. J.CO.. 25m.. sad to say..

the Pizza store next to J.CO smells more chun.. haha

But le.. J.CO saves alot in advertising.. the line itself.. its an advertisement.. while lining up.. a couple behind me asked.. wats all this line about? i told them.. the famous J.CO donuts from indonesia.. they like Oh.. we line up becoz we are curious coz so many ppl lining up for this.. must be nice..

Anyhow.. yea.. J.CO donuts itself is consider a luxury to the poor k.. so.. i dont mind eating them.. it satisfies my stomach growls..

12 donuts for RM20.. not cheap k.. can buy lots of breads for the poor..

thnx for reading

God bless..

Speak words what u want it to happen.

2007-10-08T17:07:00.000+08:00

be it good or bad.. be careful what u speak.. for its the ultimate source of power..

with a word.. a country can go down, wars happen, ppl die... with a word, a country is built, wars end, ppl live.. thats how powerful a word..

you want good things to happen in life, speak positive words not just to urself, but to the people, to the situation u r facing. for your words have power.. to bring a person up.. or to push them down..

the choices of words use by us.. are even far more sharper than a sharpened sword. it pierced through the heart, and a person can bleeds profusely without care as the person is physically unhurt, but emotionally unstable.

emotionally unstable ppl.. are ppl with stress, anxiety, fear, worries.. which leads to depression.. and suicidal at most.. though u may think a word can be a joke.. if the person takes the joke unlightly.. u might not see that person 1 day.. for real..

so why not.. start praising ppl.. for their little efforts, although its a minor one.. at least they are trying to help out.. who knows.. a minor encouragement brings out the best in people..

btw.. i just got 3 spanking new Renoma undies from Parkson Pavillion while my bro has 3 spankin new Byford Undies as well for 5 bux per person.. with 10 cents to spare for both of us.. LOL

Thank God.. and thnx Shaz.. for driving us all the way from PJ to Pavillion.. for the hitz.fm crew arrival.. where i spot on to answer a simple question to win a RM50 bux voucher from Parkson..

however.. i was aiming for a tie.. the price of a tie was minimum 85..

how to afford 1!!!!..

but thank God.. my "brother" has more clothes to wear..

no free hugs this week.. the reason was disclosed..

will u come over to give urself a hug?

2007-10-01T17:37:00.000+08:00

Its a Sunday.. wont u come out and play? wont you come out.. and give urself a hug..

are u 1 of them.. who stares at the weird person.. giving free hugs? dont be shy.. we dont bite.. we neither have any wrong intentions..

U know u want it.. u know u want to do it.. but there's something inside u.. a feeling.. dat says no right..

Do come by.. whenever u are in the area.. or u spot one.. just.. a hug.. will mean alot.. not only to u.. but to us..

Just a hug.. not more than a hug.. just to let u know.. there are things u can look forward in life.. dont let the things of the world pull u down..

just drop by.. and get a hug.. ^_^

What happened so far in my life..

2007-09-23T00:58:00.000+08:00

Sharon's dinner and bday gathering.. sharon and jing in the pic.. yea.. sharon almost teared when she saw the cake.. Jason did alot of things that night.. Jason, u really know how to pierce through ppl's heart, doin something that is.. valuable to sharon.. Sharon.. Happy bday again.. haha

Daley's bday dinner at Talipon. Kenneth caused a commotion by setting his pan on fire, the fire was soo big.. that the worker has to show off his talents by using almost his bare hands to carry of the pan from the table to the hose to wash it off..
Kenneth was smiling.. he enjoys the attention he gets.. -_-..

Last friday, company dinner, met alot of new colleagues. listened to them.. about work experiences, giving opinions.. so far work was great, they are so helpful with everything i ask.. Thnx alot..

These girls on the left and the middle are my colleagues, on the right, is Tracy. she is my product trainer.. haha.. we had alot of fun training.. She really teach us with heart.. patiently.. really great teacher.. for a week she thought us many things.. although we slumber.. lol..

DONT SMOKE!!

another pic of the dinner.. actually it was at the apartment at the curve.. after that we saw xin won, arwin and xian mei after dinner.. haha

This dude here... i met him thru blog.. he viewed my blog.. SHAZ!!.. haha.. great guy.. loves his friends.. loves spending time with his friends.. loves doin things for his friends.. great guy.. those guys i met.. hardcore photographers.. 4 5 of them takin pic on 1 guy.. zzzz

actually.. it wasn't his bday.. and we have a dinner at IZZI.. he brought friends from KDU, TCPJ.. LKW.. HELP, UTAR.. zzz 20 of us in a dinner table.. dont know each other.. we talked.. and yea.. we made friends.. haha.. Shaz.. the friend's organizer.. haha

it wasn't his bday.. but there were other ppl in our table who have their bdays.. they each have a cake.. some dude.. when over to the waiter and get shaz another cake.. -_-.. happy belated belated bday dude.. wat a prank..

meet my new colleagues... met them in product training.. after 1 week.. we are like a gang.. haha.. Chris on left.. lena's friend from high school.. and mr. Grubaran, or G.. short and sexy.. haha.. he previously works for Maxis k.. dont play play..

Ai Leen here on the left, the only girl in our gang.. but she plays dota k.. hardcore somemore.. she owned guys in dota.. dont mess with her k.. lol.. fun girl as well.. ahahahaha.. on right is Elvin.. funny dude.. when he is laughing.. his whole face turned red.. wth!!.. siao.. but funny guy.. haha.. always.. DON'T SMOKE!! haha.. he also smoking.. -_-

this dude here, Eric.. dont play with him also man.. pioneer shuffler.. 21 now.. shuffled since form 4 k.. he act dont know.. but he shuffles quite chun.. haha.. humbles himself by saying.. 1 year never shuffle edi.. -_-.. he's from TBS somemore.. just came back from UTS.. but flew over back on thursday for his graduation.. haha.. gonna see him in work after 2 weeks.. haha... UTS.. one of my first choice.. =/.. lol

This dude here.. name is Hint.. yea.. give u a hint.. -_-.. cool name.. he's from Negri Sembilan, INTI college.. funny dude as well.. sometimes admit he is gay.. lol.. sometimes.. then again.. he has a girlfriend.. -_- cool dude as well..

CHEEZ!!.. first photo on this blog from him.. cool dude as well.. knows shuffling as well.. haha.. joked alot.. CHEEZ.. we had fun workin right.. haha!!.. thnx for fetchin me to work.. and stuff.. haha.. cheez is great dude k..

KAKA crackers.. imagining KAKA.. AC Milan.. actually its just biscuits.. -_-.. haha

Hui Yii here.. after Youth Service.. slumbered coz she cant use her phone.. haha.. funny girl.. -_-

CHEERS!!

Thai commercial -_-

Last but not least, Daniel's surprise farewell dinner... Daniel Ong.. is leaving for UK.. so.. all the best k dan.. May God bless your journey ahead.. and studies.. egg on a steamboat.. ^_^

This was wat happened so far.. till today.. after 1 month i think.. yea..

Thnx for reading God bless!

kat.. this is for u.. ur beautiful boys reply

2007-09-19T00:41:00.000+08:00

kat.. this is for u.. criteria for the perfect one..

1. must love lala songs!! also love to use songs to spread the message

2. must speak good english.. coz i dont.. need someone to teach me..

3. must love lameness!!

4. can be fun while serious..

5. loves to play wii/videogames

6. loves to eat and wont get fat.. haha (a fat guy needs a thin partner to even things up)

7. loves free hugs

8. loves Jesus and God.

here u go Kat..

Things that i took for granted.. i wanna thank Jesus for it..

2007-09-16T15:59:00.000+08:00

Thanks be to God.. the creator of all things..

I have a list of things.. not a wishlist for Christmas.. but thanking Jesus and Father God for the little things to the big things that happened in my life so far..

1. every breathe i take.. without breathing.. im dead..

2. every day that i took for granted.. and days to come.. to continue enjoying the finished work of our Lord.

3. my healthy body.. which i can walk, run, eat good food, listen music, dance, do funny stuff, serve the Lord, to study, to recieve everything in store for me in the future..

4. For the country i love.. Malaysia.. thnx that i may know friends of 3 races and more.. thnx that i can enjoy the food of different cultures.. to live peacefully in this country without war..

5. family, my dad, my mom, my bro.. my relatives.. either close or far.. thanks for the guidance.. thnx for the relationship.. thnx.. without u guys.. wont be a Jack typing here..

6. for the friends i have made.. and future good friends.. to the ones who are reading.. without u guys.. the life i have.. is unexciting.. for the friends whom i share my problems.. who listens.. who has the patiences.. May you guys.. live to be prosperous.. healthy and succesful..

7. my education.. Thank God.. that i can still study.. unlike alot of ppl.. my college education.. which i took for granted.. wont be the same as it is..

8. miscellanious stuff.. like handphone.. computer.. soon to be wii.. and stuff like home television.. radio.. internet access.. air conditioning.. a nice bed.. room for books.. er.. clothes.. pants.. underpants.. and for many many other stuff..

9. Last but not least.. thank God for.. finances.. that is ongoing.. and.. outpouring.. i believe.. not by my works.. but by the finished work of Christ.. whom the Lord gave as His covenant.. that i may receive every blessing.. from the past.. to the present.. and the future.. all through unmerited, unearned grace..

Thnx to you God.. i have all these things in my life.. and many more to come.. Praise u Jesus.. who bore my sins on the cross.. that i may have life in abundance..

its alright! we can postpone it!!

2007-09-15T22:26:00.000+08:00

bad news.. many many things happen too sudden.. i seen too many funny and weird things going on.. and.. yea.. many ppl aren't free or havin their own situations to face.. so.. we postpone it k.. a confirmed date will be updated soon..

why sue hsia tag me!!!

2007-09-09T19:41:00.000+08:00

sry sue.. i can only.. give u 2 pics.. or maybe 3.. checked my photo stash.. all those photos.. ppl take me.. and mostly ugly.. aih.. nvm.. i show u makable photos..

well.. this was.. at the start of TBS.. i cant find older photos.. i had time to wax my hair... -_-

This was.. during presentation.. where my hair grew super long.. (Save Cost) .. haha!

This was.. bday.. last year.. my hair was short.. so.. yea.. everyone say.. my hair cannot make it.. grew back edi la now.. so.. haha!!

Sry sue.. only 3 pics.. i have 1 more la.. my IC.. haha.. baldyness.. lazy to post.. =P

who needs a hug?

2007-09-06T22:51:00.000+08:00

For me.. everyone needs a hug right.. no matter happy or sad.. sometimes a hug is a very effective way of expressing.. i appreciate u.. ahh.. i feel like hugging everyone.. come gimme a hug.. i promise i bathe!!.. if u wan.. i spray cologne on me b4 i hug u.. but plz bathe too.. dont want to contract BO.. anyhow..

This guy from australia did such a crazy thing.. that it makes me wanna do it.. he even posts his videos on youtube.. for some reason.. it really tells us.. that alot of ppl are emotionally needed.. any video camera volunteers? im up for the task!!.. lets do this..

together.. me and u.. we make HISTORY!!.. serious.. the first guy who gives free hugs.. OH YEA!!

my holidays starts after 1pm 2moro.. so.. anyone is free on a sunday weekend.. we go bukit bintang and give free hugs!! WOOHOO!! i love the idea man..

dont be shy.. its just a HUG..

meaningful phrases

2007-08-26T14:53:00.000+08:00

Look to the world, and you will be distress,

Look to yourself, and you will be depress;

Look to Jesus, and you will be at rest.

you look at the world, including the people that surrounds you, the situations u are facing..

when things go wrong..

you've put in your effort and it doesnt turn out the way u want it to be..

you will be distress..

Then, you look to yourself, you find all faults with yourself, all wrongdoings you've done..

all regrets... abt the past, the present.. and you worry for the future..

you will be depress..

Matthew 11:28, Come to Me all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.

labor meaning, using your own strength and efforts to achieve your goals.. your dreams..
heavy laden meaning you are downcasted, tired, exhausted, worried up after using your own efforts

I hope this rings a bell to u.. thnx for reading..

God bless..

Boredom kills

2007-08-21T21:24:00.000+08:00

What do u do.. when u have nothing to do for 5 hours straight.. after college.. and you have a deck of playin cards.. well.. other than gambling.. u can always..

do something else..

b4 this.. i show u the consequences first.. to avoid u from playin it out of curiosity.. curiosity kills though..

Ok.. i've showed u the consequences.. plz dont try this at home.. although this event actually happened at home.. the wrestling and stuff..

Ok.. we actually played big2.. or chor dai dee (canto) yea.. so in order to make the game more interesting.. loser with the most cards.. drinks a glass of water.. and if he has more than 13 cards.. he drinks 4.. 11 to 12.. 2 cups.. yea.. so wat was the outcome..

well.. drinking water isnt the killer.. its the part where u dont go to the toilet until a designated time.. thats the catch..

So.. why all the wrestling involved.. until u can see the ppl in the pictures.. u know when u move too fast in the picture.. the person goes blur.. yea.. so why did it happened..

When we are in the toilet mood u know.. then when the time period comes.. everyone thronged to the toilet.. i push u.. u push me.. and yes.. i went in first.. hehe.. i had my ways.. but so happen......

kenneth was last..

when you are in need to pee.. u become.. WEAK.. haha.. and when u're weak.. its hard to wrestle.. so whenever u go into a fight.. remember to..... PEE.. ok?

So...

Kenneth wanna pee.. CK and Wai Chong tai lou dont let.. mwahahaha.. at the end he did.. but he was helpless.. lol..

So whatever u do.. make sure u spend ur time well.. if not u end up like us..

one reason y we shud do more productive stuff with our time..

Thnx for reading.. God Bless!

never let you go

2007-08-17T15:47:00.000+08:00

the day before yesterday, nick's bday.. sry didnt make it.. Happy Bday dude!!

yesterday.. was chien loong's bday.. happy bday Leon Loh!! we had a good time yesterday night..

today.. sharon teo min hsiang's bday.. happy bday again to Sharon!! see ya later for dinner..

anyhowz.. tomorrow goin ipoh.. to meet up with my close cousins.. it's been awhile..

there's some things dat.. being a joker.. kills.. so goin ipoh to chill.. relax.. and refresh what has been done.. and what's my plan ahead of me..

i need confidence.. i need strength.. i need favor.. i wanna play my part..

WWJD..

Worlds First Production Electric Sports Car

2007-08-13T16:58:00.000+08:00

Well.. we all know sports cars like the Ferrari's.. Lambos.. McLaren.. These are the few household names of Supercars in the world.. There are some minor players.. who are noted for their eccentrics..

Saleen.. who made one of the fastest cars in the world..

Saleen S7..

Not only that.. We have Bugatti.. the italians who made the fastest car in the world..

Bugatti Veyron..

Last but not least.. we also have Pagani.. which created the Zonda F...

Well.. all these notable cars.. are high in petrol consumption.. high road taxes.. but so wat.. these cars are nice.. and the pollutants they caused.. are high.. cars with petrol is a burden to the world.. Thnx to one company.. i found love in a new car.. other than Mini Cooper.. -_-

Presenting the next generation of ultimate sports car.. the first production Electric Sports Car..

Venturi

Venturi!!

The new V for Vendetta!!

Venturi "Fetish"

it makes me fetish over cars.. over electric cars..

This car.. has only 1 gear.. and a max RPM of 14000.. cool eh.. and best of all.. it charges 3 hours for a 250km trip.. Wat makes it so cool.. it's like driving go kart.. electrifying on the road.. it sure turns heads on.. This car can go 0-62MPH in 4.5 secs.. and a max speed of 160KMPH.. not bad right.. just the top speed a lil slower..

It has caught the attention of notable prospects.. such as the matrix legend..

Keanu Reeves..

And even... the famous ex- James Bond..

Roger Moore..

However.. the downside of owning venturi.. its the high price for paying it..

a whopping 664000 Euros..

Well well well.. that was the first production electric sports car.. but.. but le.. Thank God.. he is just the pioneer.. the newest production electric sports car.. the Tesla Roadster... This car is way way way cheaper.. and way way way faster.. jk abt the way way way.. this car goes from 0-62MPH in 4 secs.. and and it has a 20MPH increase of topspeed compare to Venturi Fetish.. its price is only.. USD 70000..

But i have a fetish.. for Venturi Fetish.. The Fetish will be produced a handful in the world.. as they say.. pioneering has its power in price..

thnx for reading.. God Bless

Selfishness..

2007-08-09T00:09:00.000+08:00

selfish.. u see the pics above u.. wat are those?

its the stupid mosquito who sucked my precious blood..

but ok la.. at least.. i get to replenish with new one..

but still.. for selfishness purposes.. in the end who won?

obviously.. the OWNER of the blood man. OH YEA!!

Ok.. wats it gotta do with selfishness.. im not here tryin to sell fish..

ok.. not the fresh fish in the market.. but yea.. from the picture above.. the mosquito died becoz of..

its selfishness.. if it didnt intend to suck my blood.. he wouldn't have died..

its becoz of its selfish cause.. which is to reproduce..

in the end.. it died.. becoz.......

I KILLED IT!! yeaman!! WOOHOOO!!!!

ok.. yea.. being selfish.. leads to disagreements.. and i guess.. yea..

i've made alot of ppl in a disagreements.. the fact that.. we all like to argue.. when we are right.. which sometimes we arent!! We like to stand for our beliefs.. our thoughts.. closing our mind to the outside world.. We ourselves are King..

And yea.. sometimes we can disagree by being agreeable..

Unless.. u have the face of a king.. which in the picture.. given 1000 years of my life.. i wont even look like king.. so.. yea..

so selfishness has a point there.. and yea.. what i'm tryin to say is.. yea.. i've been selfish all my life.. i like things done my way.. i don't see the need of doin it for others sometimes.. unless it benefits me..

dis is y humans are imperfect.. and as humans.. all we can do is.. change.. and look to God.. to change our inner self.. hopefully we can treat others better.. and look to other ppl's needs instead of ours..

but of coz then again.. i apologize for causing disagreements with everyone i know..

let us hold hands.. and make friends.. friends that help each other whenever possible without being disagreeable.. together we make a happy world.. LOL!!

thnx for reading.. changing my blog to a better view.. hope u all like it..

God bless

wat happened so far..

2007-08-07T22:51:00.000+08:00

Anywayz.. this is wat happen.. during 1 of the days.. where we meet up for yamcha.. meeting up with old college friends.. usual gang during last year's TBS foundation.. anywayz.. yea.. long time didnt meet them up.. so get them together.. chat.. talk.. joked..

Chun Pinz!
Jiun Yen and Chien Loong
Jea Hau and Kenneth Lai
Ok.. this happen 2 weeks back.. thursday.. we went to genting for a night.. yea.. it was pouring all evening.. but we catched the rainbow.. thnx to kwoky..

anywayz.. we had steamboat in the room wei.. at first when we brought our equipments.. our food.. the guard was thinkin.. we havin some cookin or bbqing goin on.. we told them we goin to have some boiling.. then yea.. we manage to get it done.. Nick's our chef btw.. or shall we say.. technically..

there are some things done in the hotel room that are meant to stay there.. thats all..

thnx for reading..

God Bless..

on a love high

2007-07-31T20:50:00.000+08:00

first time.. after so long.. im experiencing a temporary love high.. either to celebrate about it.. or not.. but after knowing her for just a week.. without seeing her.. without meeting her.. without ever knowing whether she could be a guy.. which is abit sick.. but i felt the in love mood.. crap..

i kept thinkin about that person.. i kept thinkin of the song she asked me to hear.. i kept listening to it.. over and over again.. crap.. this temporary love.. got stuck in my head.. i wanna meet her.. i wanna see her.. T_T

how do we get started?

2007-07-28T01:04:00.000+08:00

Check out Asia at night.. the lights that make the night of our world brighter..

God gave us 1 earth.. our world.. where we share and live in.. its not by coincidence this earth was formed.. the position of the earth's orbit around the sun.. the way it makes the earth livable for life forms.. its just amazing.. i just think that.. whatever the problems we are facing today, like relationships, money, entertainment, power etc.. its just not so important when 100 years from now.. what we perceived as problems to our success.. will be destroyed by the actions we neglected in protecting our home planet..

I support Al Gore's speech on global warming.. and it does brings up the real deal on what's happening in the world as we speak.. im not worried about the outcome we're facing.. but, how can each of us.. a speck of the 6 billion plus of ppl in this world, do to make earth substantial for the next 100 years and more to come.. ignoring isn't an answer... i just wonder.. how do we get started.. start doin something.. that its not about our selfish desires.. even though havin desires are great.. but.. when the world is ending.. do we have the pleasure to drive our ferraris, our lamborghinis, our planes, and enjoy our beautiful house and wealth when it's being destroyed by our doings through pollution..

I just wanna start somethin... i don't know what can i do.. but im not tryin to be an environmentalist.. lets just say.. im more aware of it.. and i would like to contribute a lil.. anyone's interested? while we still have a minor hope in this earth?

we have only.. 1 earth..

thnx fo reading..

ET tagged me to say what i hate..

2007-07-22T18:24:00.000+08:00

Food i hate:
er.. if i eat it too much in a day or in a week.. i will hate it for a moment.. thats all.. other than that.. i'm fine with almost anything..

Fruit i hate:
er.. gotta admit.. i dont like eating my own fruit.. Jackfruit.. and nangka, and er.. i do eat mangosteen.. but now i find it.. weird.. i also dont like ciku, jambu air.. thats about it.. for fruits..

Veggies i hate:
Definitely.. petai.. the smellyness.. i tried to put one in my mouth.. but.. yuck.. i just swallow it.. no chewing.. no offence to petai lovers..

Celebrities or People I hate:
A question.. anyone loves Bush here?

Event/Incident/Situation I hate:
when i am stuck with the mere pennies in my wallet.. that's what i hate..

TV Shows or Movies i hate:
Horror movies.. dats about it.. and if the movie is tooo lame.. its becoming plain stupid.. it doesnt make me laugh anymore.. lol..

Type of music i hate:
gangsta rap.. annoying.. irritating.. and also.. emo rock songs.. makes me feel emo.. -_-

Household chores i hate:
er.. definitely.. washing clothes.. hanging wont be a prob.. just very marfan.. even though we have the washing machine.. we still need to differentiate.. white and non white..

Things i hate about this world:
we shud save the world.. not hate the world..

Things that i hate about myself:
bad habits.. dats about it..

I'm gonna end this tag.. mwahahahahahaha

thnx for reading..

Ex 5 Kempas 2005 Gathering 2007..

2007-07-09T20:59:00.000+08:00

Finally.. after waited for a year and a half.. it came to reality.. its hard to call everyone out.. but we manage to get more than half.. its better than not having it at all.. so.. to those who came.. THNX FOR COMING!!.. anywayz.. well.. the organizer supposedly wanted to organize the dinner in pantai seafood.. but his mother told him to tryout Syabu Syabu in SS2.. so.. ok la.. not bad la the food.. u basically put frozen food into ur boul of soup.. and eat it with some seaweed, and lots of eggs.. yea..

So anywayz.. here are the pics from everyone i received.. There are quite alot of pics.. so im just gonna show u not all.. but most la.. i look weird in all the photos im in.. sad.. dont ask me to be in pics.. i spoil ur photos.. lol..

Matthew and Wykit.. posing for the pot..

Feasting.. u see the table is messy.. this shows us.. humans.. monsters in eating.

from left.. charng rui, lutfi then kenneth soo.. staring at the pot..

Kenneth Soo with the funny face.. and Ever (MOM) haha.. i have too many moms..

Huey Lin, See Leong, Yee Jiun and Tsu Peng..

top clockwise.. huey lin, lee ping, ai ling and ever..

left.. daniel, ben yi, kenneth soo, mom and suz..

me, wei wen and you jin.. the far right.. kenneth how.. he didnt eat.. but he made it..

left clockwise.. matthew.. kenneth how, see leong, yee jiun, tsu peng, ai ling, lee ping, huey lin and jian sheng.. our not so efficient class monitor..

look at the amount of prawns ate by 1 person.. -_-" high cholesterol sia.. anywayz.. after that we moved on to McDs Centerpoint.. lazy to think of another place to chill.. pics for syabu syabu was lesser becoz everybody busy makan..

spotting almost the same shirt.. same color..

group photo..

in the middle.. we have john and wei wen..

the crowd.. third from right.. peng cheng..

a toast.. to those who made it..!!

matt.. his turn to propose his toast.. he says he's gonna get married soon.. he will remember to call everyone..

siew may and tsu peng..

yee jiun and me..

chris in the middle..

joaquim and pei kee.. who came very late.. late..

timer pic.. i was blur.. so not fast enough.. haha

ok.. perfect picture!!

after everyone left.. a few left back to go dream park.. then mamak.. then sleep..

The list of people who didnt make it..

Anna, boon liang, krystal, suk wein, boon woei, szu huei, the malay girls and somemore whoelse ar.. -_- those who didnt come.. u all know wat to do la.. dont FFK.. thnx

remember!! 5 years from now.. hotel buffet!! i organize!!

y my name sound so wrong..

2007-07-06T01:30:00.000+08:00

oh yea

2007-07-04T03:44:00.000+08:00

Praise God i'm alive!.. Praise God i'm living in righteousness!! Praise God for His everlasting Love and Grace! that i'm here standing today.. living.. and breathing..

2 a.m. in the morning.. i shud be sleeping.. but why? why am i awake.. all this while.. All my life as a christian.. all i did.. was condemning myself.. was awaring of my sins.. all my life.. what i did after Christ died for me.. i was still.. living in guilt, in fear, in condemnation.. in SIN!!..

but after so long.. God has been gracious.. thnx to a good friend of mine, Ken Cheong.. who lend me this CD from pastor Joseph Prince.. Finally, i understood.. what is righteousness.. what it means to be living in Christ Jesus..

What is righteousness.. in greek.. it means.. Clearness of Guilt.. which means.. we are cleared of all means of guiltness.. aka Sin, sin is not just about.. killing or stealing or lying.. when we think of sin.. it makes us sin conscious.. when we are sin conscious.. we start to fear, worry, and guilty over what we have done.. like cheated others.. or say something wrongly that offended others.. or when i lie.. then.. next time.. ppl will cheat me back..

So.. if i relate it back to "karma" which means, if i do good i get good things back, if i do bad things, i get back bad stuff, this mentality.. is good.. but when we do bad things.. like lying.. poof.. we will worry.. worry about what.. oh dis will lead to judgement in Hell.. whatever sins we have committed.. yea.. we will get that down there.. oh yea.. and its gonna be pain.. we will also worry about.. shit.. if i lie to my parents.. consequences are.. my parents wont trust me ever again..

Sure.. when we sin.. we are to pay for our consequences on earth, coz we have the law of the government, public law.. but down there.. IT IS FINISHED.. It is been fully paid.. paid by whom? Jesus Christ.. (Romans 3:25) for God has presented him as a sacrifice of atonement, through faith in his blood, he demonstrated justice, because in his forebearance (exercise of patience) he had left the sins committed beforehand unpunished - he did it to demonstrate his justice at the present time, so as to be just and the one justifies those who have faith in Jesus.
If God were to be fair.. everyone will perish and burn in hell.. but Jesus came to bring life.. life in its abundance.. and be set free of the slavery of sin.. and those who are free are free indeed.. by dying on the cross.. God is fair by placing him judgement on the sins of all mankind on him.. so that we may exchange his righteousness.. a place in heaven..

Jesus.. who was born through virgin Mary, son of God, died on the cross.. exchanged our sins.. so that.. we exchanged His righteousness in God. an as an exchange for our sins.. He bore the penalty, the judgement of God so that.. through his righteousness.. we deserve blessings, health, prosperity, favor, everything good in this world plus everlasting life.. not only that, He gave us the holy spirit, and power over the evil one, who comes to steal, kill and destroy our mindset, our blessings.. And by his blood on the cross, we are covered from the head to the toe.. of every curses, bondages and every work of the evil one.

How did Jesus proved God's blessings, and whenever God promises something.. he will do it.. be it judgement or blessings. the parable of the prodigal son ( Mark 15:11 to 32), which Jesus told to the crowd, in it.. this father has 2 sons.. one.. who is a good boy.. does everything the father told, works hard.. the other son, useless, after gotten half of his father's inheritance, he spent all in prostitutes, gambling and left without money.. he was force to work in a pig sty, where he gets hungry.. And when he decided that he should return home, coz even his father's servants have food to eat and clothes to wear.. when he came home, not only his father didnt punish him, or banish him, his father held him a banquet, dressed him in new robe, gave him a ring, and killed a fatten calf for him... His goody brother? gets nothing and stands aside and see his brother's party.. and complains.. So.. God is like the father, even though after what we have done.. God already.. gracious enough.. to forgive.. forget.. and bless us again.. For He first loved us.. not necessary we must do good to get good stuff in return..

Now i can say that.. even though i sin.. i will still receive my blessings, my inheritance from God.. but when i'm sin conscious.. i will lose it.. for fear takes control of my mind.. but when i know.. that while i sin.. I have the righteousness of God in Christ Jesus, sin already lost its power after the death of Jesus Christ, and the resurrection of Jesus, ensures our blessings.. that he didnt die in vain..

And when we know that God blesses us.. do we still wanna sin? when ppl do something good to u.. do u wanna wanna wack him? or betray him? i'm sure we will be thankful.. we will tell others of how good is he.. and giving him the utmost respect.. and follow in his footsteps in doing good as well..

Why am i saying this.. if i dont.. then.. i will be wrong.. for robbing everyone that i know of his blessings.. of his inheritance with God.. of what Christ has in store for everyone.. Don't u wanna be successful in life? dont u wanna have money.. have great family.. And its so easy.. to get all those things.. by just.. believing that Christ has already died and fully paid all your sins on the cross...

And this is just part of it.. u haven even know what blessings the bible are in store for us.. what God has promised..

Thnx for reading.. God bless..

Names

2007-06-28T23:26:00.000+08:00

Wats up with people these days.. either they have the same names.. or they have weird names.. not to offend anyone here.. but seriously.. hard to remember so many ppl of the same names..

There are too many aarons.. seriously..

There are too many Michelles.. seriously..

There are too many Rachels in this world.. be it different spelling.. its still rachel..

And there are too many Sarahs!! crap wei.. Sarah Tan also got a few edi.. wth..

And why ppl make funny names like argh.. i dont want to say those names.. u know ur names are funny.. u better change la.. no point making ppl laugh.. its very.. very.. unwise..

Get a proper name like.. rafael or smith or clive or romeo la.. or ashley la.. or juliet la.. or scott la or wright.. or even veronica.. or even marissa.. no melissa plz..

I've given many options.. if u seriously.. need to change a better name.. gimme a call.. i have this baby book.. with hundreds of names for u to choose.. u wont regret choosing one.. juz dont put michelle, sarah rachel or aaron plz..

Sleepz.. tired.. stress?

2007-06-26T15:25:00.000+08:00

Sleepz.. nightly routine.. becoming a daily habit.. even in college, in church.. at home.. sleepz..

stress.. look at how happy the baby girl is.. no fear.. dance on stage.. no worries..

be like the baby girl..

Rewrite

2007-06-17T23:45:00.000+08:00

fine.. what i said i did hurt other's.. but this is a quite free country.. so.. my apologies to other faiths..

What i wanna highlight.. is that.. christians are being watched.. in a sense sometimes in every move.. u dont go around and ask ppl.. are u buddhist.. are u taoist.. are u free thinker? but mostly.. the first question pop out will be are u a christian.. and when u are.. some ppl will think that.. oh.. another guy who thinks im going to hell.. and will do all means to preach that stupid gospel to me again.. if he doesnt preach.. thats good.. keep it there.. And when they do something out of the usual holiness.. then they will say.. oh.. i thought christians not suppose to do that? i thought christians are suppose to go to church everyday.. i thought christians are suppose to be this.. that.. You don't need to remind them they are wrong.. some are just lost.. and some need time to find back their way to God..

Being a christian is not joining a sect.. following rules.. It's about understanding that Jesus have came.. and done.. what we cannot do.. and do what he did on that cross.. so that.. we can live a life what God intended for us to live.. and by accepting Jesus.. it doesnt instantaneously make us holy.. make us godly.. but we are tryin to see through that we can be what Jesus is.. we can.. even if we fail.. we will still be accepted.. for trying.. The 10 commandments only enhanced our awareness of being wrong when we are wrong..

I only want to point this out.. no offence.. Religion issues always make friendships and destroys many..

Sat, Sun, Mon, Tue

2007-06-13T10:08:00.000+08:00

Sat when to Rave at 1u.. UVnation.. benny was disappointing.. sad.. i like chun girl DJs!! DJ Desire.. u r my desire.. @@

I rather dont buy than regret later..

Monday.. Wasted food..
Then.. Kenneth went so so... till he slept in marketing class..
Tuesday, Accounting lecture.. Mr. Gooi.. u are good.. but i oredi learned how to do it last year.. thnx for reminding..

Chien loong doesn't need money

2007-06-12T19:57:00.000+08:00

6/12/2007 7:39:43 PM ĵąςķ

dis is the first time i heard someone got 60 bux also dont wan

6/12/2007 7:40:03 PM chien loong

lazy to go la

6/12/2007 7:40:16 PM ĵąςķ

first time.. i hear someone so lazy to take free money

and its not 10 bux 20 bux

its morte than 50

6/12/2007 7:40:44 PM chien loong

wtv la

=_=

im not desperate for cash

6/12/2007 7:41:10 PM ĵąςķ

ok.. i tot u were last week

6/12/2007 7:41:54 PM chien loong

dont care d la

lol

i was sleeping when u call me

6/12/2007 7:42:43 PM ĵąςķ

er

u got the whole day ler

till 7

6/12/2007 7:42:53 PM chien loong

wtv la

6/12/2007 7:43:00 PM ĵąςķ

lol

no excuse edi

haha

6/12/2007 7:43:42 PM chien loong

wtv la bitch

i dont care

its not the end of my life

its only 60 .. not a million

6/12/2007 7:43:52 PM ĵąςķ

okok.. lol

fine..

Beware.. coz i kena CONNED!!

2007-06-08T14:26:00.000+08:00

just beware.. if u ever receieve a housephone call and u are required to go to the high court.. and they are asking your name and your IC. number and also speak in funny english.. and not only that.. they will ask you how much u have in your bank account, what bank do u use.. where u at the bank at that time.. this this that that.. say.. screw your backside hole.. coz i kena con.. till they ask me about my ic. number.. which i gave.. reluctantly.. with my handphone number..
asswipes.. ruin my peaceful day.. being gullible SUX!!

Not myself..

2007-06-08T11:49:00.000+08:00

The day i say i'm a good boy.. is the day that i turned bad.. The day i was confident that i already had set my path right.. is the day i screwed it all up..

Why can't i do 2 things i love doing the most.. Why can't ppl accept me doing 2 things i love most.. it was all in my limits.. but why.. life can be so.. funny..

the moment when i say i'm good.. i'm trying to keep up with 2 phases of my life.. but when i started to focus on the other phase.. i neglected the other.. i used to find my phase a more meaningful phase of life.. a phase.. where.. i can be at the best i can be.. Phase 2.. indication of me.. doing what i wanna do most.. what i wanna feel.. what i wanna experience.. which contradicts totally to what i have in Phase 1..

Even i'm taking small decisions at a time.. but it really leads to the big picture.. whether i am in Phase 1 or Phase 2..

Call me a hypocrite.. even i'm a hypocrite to my own parents.. pretending to be a good son.. pretending.. that i know whats right and wrong all the time.. which i'm not.. I'm even being a hypocrite in not telling what i do.. the fact that i love hiding things that i do from ppl..

i just wanna continue doing 2 things i love most at the moment in my life.. b4 i can get out of Phase 2.. for good.. i just want this prayer to be answered.. with the life to do so..

Thnx for reading

Many Pics of Lamborghini..

2007-06-06T17:27:00.000+08:00

Seen too many lambos already.. it's like.. a common thing.. ppl are getting richer..

Lamborghini Gallardos, 3 different colors, silver, black and yellow at KL Convention Center..
This grey Gallardo.. could be the same car from KL Convention Center.. but who cares.. my dad saw it..

Most recent.. The more rare, Mucielago.. this one.. onz.. saw it after college today.. and the acceleration was.. woohoo.. one in a million cars in a Malaysia.. haha

nothing to blog about.. so i post some funny pics

2007-06-06T00:00:00.000+08:00

Dis pic is very gay.. but.. yea.. this is wat we do during tutorial.. lol

Ultraman for a friend.. while u are working.. and that's something special.. haha

Just wondering

2007-05-31T01:51:00.000+08:00

With 80 hours of songs.. and still downloading.. wondering..

if i were to start from the first song and hear it to the last song.. it will take.. 3 and 1/3 days to finish all my songs.. -_-

First ever Blog Contest.. Sponsored by Me..

2007-05-27T15:23:00.000+08:00

Very simple.. easy to win..
the prize is.. a 1 to 1 free lunch at "Jack's Place" 1 Utama..
The condition..
very simple.. and easy..

First 2 person who answer this question correctly in my chatter box will automatically win..

The question is, What's my full name?

Good luck to all contestants.. thnx for reading..

Redang Trip Day 3

2007-05-22T00:17:00.000+08:00

Last day in Redang..

Tried to catch the sunrise.. but the cloud was our enemy.. >.<

Special snorkelling trip for the few of us.. go to see turtles and sharks.. wee

Good bye redang.. hope to see u soon.. with the fishes and the corals.. and the sharks and the turtles... and the hot chics.. wearing bikinis.. miss ya..

Screw those who did this.. -_- disturbing the peace.. haha

Redang Trip Day 2

2007-05-18T23:09:00.000+08:00

This is what happened on Day 2.. enjoy

Sarah was sick on the 2nd day so she had to stay in bed.. she practically missed the whole trip.. juz stayed in bed.. didnt go snorkelling.. =/.. haha

At first i tot snorkelling was scary.. but wth.. screw that.. jump into the ocean.. and.. er.. yea.. freakin deep.. but yea.. got lifejacket.. so screw that.. the guys yea.. they think they are pro and yes.. they are.. they took off their lifejackets.. and swam like hero.. i first time.. so i feel abit of a pussy.. so.. i stayed on the surface.. but 1 time i fed up.. i try doin what they are doing.. and.. yea.. i failed.. miserably.. look at how deep i go.. cannot make it.. aih..

Everyone was practically submerged.. except me.. haha.. i still stoning.. coz when they say lets go.. i still adjusting my goggles.. so i screwed it.. haha

Digging hole for Jing.. his birthday present.. a big hole in the sandy beach..

Jing digging his own grave.. sad

We didnt say Kenneth wont kena.. haha..

Thnx for reading.. God bless

Redang Trip Day 1..

2007-05-12T23:20:00.000+08:00

My post on Redang.. more photos.. less words.. enjoy..

Someone is watchin wat you're doing..

2007-05-12T20:03:00.000+08:00

Not against porn.. i do watch.. but when watchin it.. someone is actually lookin behind.. His mission.. to see u destroy.. well.. I hope this picture helps with wat everyone is doing.. but yea..

Thnx for reading.. God bless

2007-05-10T22:05:00.000+08:00

Farewell session at Marketing Drive Worldwide.. hehe..

First.. everyone have to drink a can of beer.. and dat was juz the beginning.. I had to drink a beer mixed black label.. -_-..

after that.. i was high..

and they started to play.. finger and mouth not the same.. which is a hard game looked easy... haha

well.. Quinten lose the most.. and he got high too.. lol..

This is Racheal.. >.<

Quinten got high.. haha.. u dont see him do this often..

Kenneth and Shaz the woman in authority.. Racheal says she pro at drinking.. yea.. can tell.. but she only chose beer becoz after that she is goin for another round of partying later.. haha..
Kenneth drank.. alot.. i was thinkin whether he can drive home.. but we reached home safely..

After that.. Went for a community dinner.. at a neighbour's place.. thankfully.. I'm back to soberness.. lol..

Thnx for reading.. God bless!

Acknowledge Him

2007-05-08T13:24:00.000+08:00

I admit.. Friends are important.. cant live without them.. they are the source of our happiness, our inspirations, our motivators..

For me.. acknowledging friends are easy.. compared.. to acknowledging Jesus as your best friend.. I can tell ppl.. yes.. This guy is my friend, I know this guy.. But when ppl threatens you to shut up about Jesus, This is where God puts us to test.. acknowledging him in front of unbelievers, acknowledge his power and love to our friends.. that is the challenge that God really.. made me feel like a pussy..

I respect other ppl's beliefs.. And ppl always say.. Ground your roots.. go back to your ancestors.. respect them.. follow the old teachings.. Remember what our ancestors did, what our old China has done..

How do i acknowledge Jesus and acknowledge that i respect what others belief in? Everytime when ppl blasts us christians with questions regarding religion.. This is the time.. to take hold of the opportunity.. But as usual.. us humans.. will argue.. because.. what we believe.. when someone contradicts.. it will really makes anyone become more frustrated.. All this while im believing in this.. and u say im wrong.. *%$# YOU!!.. even when ppl bombard christians saying Jesus is gay.. Jesus is that.. we too.. stand up and say YOU"RE FREAKING WRONG!! JESUS ISN'T LIKE THAT..

If we dont talk about religion to friends. then wats the point of spreading the gospel? Spreading the gospel to friends is the basic foundation.. before preaching.. it starts from friends becoz its the outsiders that you are close with.. after family.. and when friends talk about religion.. and they say that what they belief is right.. it will lead to resentment.. quarrelling.. and the end of friendship..

Religion brings friends.. but it also breaks up friendship..

Anywayz.. The story i was telling u guys about.. the story of the vineyard owner and his workers..
being the 11th Hour Generation.. yea.. we do work.. we work like normal ppl.. but what the scripture says.. those who work in the 11th hour recieve the same payment as the 1st hour.. but the 11th hour workers didnt do anything.. they practically collect the bits of the grapes.. and 1 hour later.. they call it done.. and they get the same pay as the first..

And this story leads a testimony from me.. Yes.. i've been working for the last 2 months.. and Thank God.. i met colleagues who really.. are out of the norm.. they are kind.. serious and fun at the same time.. they are those ppl that they say.. 95% u wont see these kind of ppl during work.. It's true.. and it's weird when God puts these ppl in our lives.. haha.. Thank God for that..

Basically.. my work was tough.. but they helped me through.. and through this working experience.. they tought me alot.. they even pinpoint the wrong stuff.. giving advices.. And i was practically.. A quarter of the time in the office doing nothing.. now that seems wrong.. I feel bad.. not doing anything.. But when reading this passage.. sometimes i thank God.. that my work is little.. and the fruits i get are equal that the others..

I mean God really created this job opportunity.. for me.. it could be lucky for others.. but yea.. for me its God orientated.. While working in pineapples.. all i can say.. it was tough job.. carrying stuff.. learning how to fix comp.. at the same time im doing some sales.. not enuf time to sit down as well.. and my lunch time is not fixed.. and the salary is meager.. and when one of the customers who came in.. askin me for friends lookin for a part time job.. i'm like.. Wow.. that's unexpected.. i took the opportunity.. and yea.. things were better for me.. i can say.. 7 fold.. better.. everything was better 7 fold.. i got better pay, lesser workload at sometime.., caring colleagues.. and even.. new friends i made in the office.. haha.. So.. this really proves that God had indeed made a difference in this 3 months of working..

So.. Yea.. i shared it with cg members.. and yea.. Thank God.. thank Shaz, Racheal and Quinten for giving me the opportunity to learn.. and to work.. and the advices again.. Thnx Stacy for the timely meeting which brought me to change job..

I believe God really handles everything.. when you leave Him to handle it.. Praise God..

Be back soon

2007-05-02T16:24:00.000+08:00

Yo everyone.. dont worry.. i will be back quite soon.. this Sunday.. and.. the story regarding the Bible's passage i will tell here when i come home.. i finally finished 2 months of work.. and I can say.. it's the best working experience yet.. i had caring, fun and responsible colleagues.. Really appreciate u guys!! THNX SHAZ!! THNX RACHEAL!! THNX QUINTEN!! for the funny moments.. for telling us your experiences at work and off work.. and also.. for the advices and the lectures.. hehe.. Hope to work with u guys soon.. >.<

Next stop.. Redang.. be back from Redang this Sunday.. wont be going VYS.. wont be going church.. so.. take care..

Thnx for reading.. God bless..

2 times

2007-04-21T14:14:00.000+08:00

2 times i watched 2 movies which everyone chooses not from my movie list of the year..
2 times i got the chance to watch a movie i like but 2 times i didnt do it..
2 times i gave way to frenz who want to watch another show..
2 times i feel i missed out on what should i watch..
2 times i think of going out again to watch the movie that i want to watch..
2 times my friends enjoyed the movie but i did not
2 times i learned that it's not the movie that is good.. but the ppl that are the ones that make it good..
2 times i learned to give way.. 2 times i understood the meaning of it..

2 times..

11th hour Generation

2007-04-18T23:24:00.000+08:00

Matthew 20:1 to 20:16 Parable of the Workers in the Vineyard

verse 1 to 16

For the kingdom of heaven is like a landowner who went out early in the morning to hire men to work in his vineyard. He agreed to pay them a penny for the day and sent them into his vineyard.

About the third hour, he went out and saw others standing in the marketplace doing nothing. He told them, " You also go and work in my vineyard, and i will pay you whatever is right," so they went.

"He went out again about the sixth hour and the ninth hour and did the same thing, About the eleventh hour he went out and found still others standing around. He asked them, "Why have you been standing here all day long doing nothing?"

"Because no one has hired us," they answered.

He said to them, 'You also go and work in my vineyard.'

When evening came, the owner of the vineyard said to his foreman, " Call the workers and pay them their wages, beginning with the last ones hired and going on to the first."

The workers who were hired about the eleventh hour came and each received a penny. So when those came who were hired first, they expected to receive more. But each one of them also received a penny. When they received it, they began to grumble against the landowner. "These men who were hired last worked only one hour," they said, "and you have made them equal to us who have borne the burden of the work and the heat of the whole day."

But he answered one of them, "Friend, I am not being unfair to you. Didn't you agree to work for a penny? Take your pay and go. I want to give the man who has hired last the same as i gave you. Don't I have the right to do what I want with my own money" Or are you envious because I'm generous?"

"So the last will be first, and the first will be last."

Those who haven read it b4.. do read it.. if u lazy read here.. read the bible then.. I will tell u my revelation and my testimony in a few days time..

Here's a group pic of Han Min's farewell KaraOK session in Neway 1u.. It was awhile ago.. few month's back.. time pass so fast..

Using cheap camera to take beatiful stuff

2007-04-15T19:16:00.000+08:00

Some of the pics from the trip to Putrajaya..

Let us all be drown in love

2007-04-14T04:16:00.000+08:00

Third time.. in a row.. im posting emo comics again.. but y.. Maybe.. becoz.. i don't know.. I'm not emoing.. but these comics makes me telling stories much easier..

So yea.. i slept for 4 hours again in a period of almost 48 hours.. yea.. had an event up in Terengganu.. so.. there are things.. that are seen.. but shouldnt be told.. i guess wat happened during Wednesday's bible class really points out something significant to me.. which is.. never have lunch with an opposite sex alone.. LOL..

Anywayz.. Let us be drown in God's love.. fall deeper and deeper into the ocean of love.. where we drown and suffocate and die.. ^_^.. juz joking.. But yea.. while in the van on the way home.. even though my sleep was insufficient.. still.. im awake almost all my journey.. I prayed.. and worshipped.. and yea.. sometimes we forget that someone is always there.. loving u.. the way u are.. with all our sins.. all our inequities, our pains, our sufferings, our hardships, our troubles, our attitude, our mistakes.. Sometimes.. i keep on forgetting that.. yea... life goes on.. but Life can be more meaningful in this earth.. when we know.. that God is here.. loving us.. a love which is unconditional... We don't earn it..

So.. yea.. dats about it.. hope it make sense to some of u..

Thnx for reading.. have a good weekend..

When telling someone something means nothing

2007-04-12T00:05:00.000+08:00

This comic.. really.. tells us something.. makes me abit emo.. but.. yeala.. this is what most ppl are facing now.. i guess.. when u try to say something to others.. sometimes ppl dont listen.. u end up.. sad.. coz u wanna tell someone how much u care, how much u love.. and he/she is doing other things.. like listening music.. or get distracted.. so.. Dis comic is cute and sad..

All i can say is.. when really.. sometimes noone wanna listen to u.. God is there.. giving u an ear.. juz cry out to him.. when u are in pain.. or u are in love with that someone.. but u cant tell.. juz.. cry out to God.. and pray that he/she is the right one for u.. for u care for that person.. and u hope that person will be ur bf/gf.. so.. keep holding on to those prayers.. for i believe.. we can guarentee see results..

Thnx for reading

Fishing for Love

2007-04-10T21:21:00.000+08:00

Single ppl.. are like ppl casting their fishing rods.. to the ocean.. waiting for a person to grab their heart.. To single ppl out there.. don't worry.. for love will find it's way to u.. Be patient.. for the catch in the end is good.. ^_^

Thnx for reading

If everyone cared

2007-04-01T00:11:00.000+08:00

If everyone cared, and nobody cried,
If everyone loved, and nobody lied;
If everyone shared, and swallow the pride,
We see the day that nobody die..

Amen I'm... Amen I'm.. Amen I'm.. I'm Alive.. I'm Alive

Thank God for every breathe and another day to live..

i love cheese sauce

2007-03-26T23:23:00.000+08:00

Finding peace

2007-03-21T23:01:00.000+08:00

I'm depressed lately.. of nonsense, useless stuff.. It will take a normal person to stand up in at least a month.. but.. Praise God.. i'm fine.. i'm refreshed.. thnx to His peace.. Thnx to the word, i'm back on my feet.

I regret most of my life.. im struggling over things that are useless, unnecessary.. Today.. i feel afreshed.. Yes.. this current post, will make some of u readers think im nuts.. think im out of my mind.. but so what.. i don't care.. but this post will definitely point out somethin different... that i hope i can change.. with the strength from Jesus Christ.. my fountain of everlasting youth.

Once again.. i acknowledge that Jesus is my I AM, when i need finances.. He IS my finances, when i need peace, He IS my peace, when i need rest, He IS my rest.. He IS everything.. if we were to put everything under his arms.. and letting him taking care of it..

Today.. this post will be a reminder.. that i will sign the resignation letter, to resign of as General Manager of my Life, and let Jesus manage my life.. for whatever we manage, it will be fruitless, meaningless. whearas in God, everything will be in His plan, the preperation of his second coming.

Yes, i am a sinner, yes.. i still commit sins.. like lying, swearing..yes.. i did all these, but yet, i know.. that God has already forgiven me, for if he hadn't, he will be dishonouring Jesus's death on the cross, for He loses his righteousness.. so that we can be righteous despite of our sins.. For whenever we come to God, God will never withhold from us, for he sees Jesus's righteousness in us.. Thank's and all praise to Jesus..

As of this post onwards.. im gonna put Jesus as the center of this blog, whenever i post, it will relate to him.. every moment of my life.. i will relate with him.. whether bad or good..

Once again.. TA if u are reading this.. thnx for your wonderful letter.. your words of encouragement are really in the rignt timing.. juz when i needed it the most.. Praise God for those mighty words from the letter.. Thnx so much..

For those who readin this.. yes.. i'm still human, i will have faults, i will say the wrong things for the tongue is evil, every man can tame any animal, but not the tongue, for the tongue is a deceitful weapon, a tongue can sent a whole nation to war, a tongue can sent people suicide, but a tongue.. can bring encouragement, can bring hope, future to those who really need it.. Yes, i'm sorry for those words i spoken out to everyone.. Can't control my words.. so hope that u guys dont take some of my words seriously.. no matter how hurting it is.. well.. once said it's done.. if u still hate me.. fine.. be it.. but.. best wishes to u.. I hope u find a better friend than me..

That's all for now.. thnx for reading.. Thnx for the refresh Jesus..

tag from michelle

2007-03-18T23:17:00.000+08:00

between doing things right and doing the right thing..
doing things right for me.. it means that u did somethin wrong b4.. and u are trying to do those things right.. means redoing it.. to get it right..
doing the right thing.. is you know the right and wrong things ahead of u.. and u choose to do the right thing.. which is.. doing what u believe its right.. but its not always right when u believe its right.. coz.. there are ppl who think that stealing is right..

Workin experiences.. so far..

2007-03-12T11:24:00.000+08:00

Started working on 26th of February.. first few days was like.. adjusting to a new environment.. wakin up early.. lining up for LRT.. and.. taking a bus to mid valley.. yea.. stress abit.. but it was fun.. haha.. meet my wonderful collegues.. there is 3.. but 2 here

My head of the department.. Ms. Shaz.. on the left.. and on the right.. Mr. Quinten.. yea.. he produces events.. so..yea.. one more was MIA.. her name is Racheal.. im workin with them.. they sure crack lame jokes often.. singing songs out of nowhere.. haha

Had an event for aunties who love line dancing in Penang and Taiping.. so.. kinda stress.. about 10 hours of sleep in 2 days.. yea.. walkin pass a road to find food.. saw this restaurant sign.. SUPER LALA!! woohoo..

Well.. not to say that it was stressful.. but the aunties who were there made us stressful.. the event requires us to deal with aunties.. giving free door gifts.. bleh.. they throng like mad ppl.. lining up in 7 lines.. the rest was.. disaster.. lol

line dancing.. bleh.. ok la.. good way for aunties to keep fit..

sleeping is a must when it comes to destressing urself.. quinten and kenneth.. who joined me to work as well.. fallin a sleep soundly..

Some how.. i dislike the boy below.. fat boy!!. guess who is the fat boy.. =P lol

thnx for reading.. and waiting for my next post.. God bless u all

Happy Chinese New Year

2007-03-03T12:59:00.000+08:00

To everyone.. Happy Chinese New Year.. wish u.. " Nian Nian You Yu" means every year got leftovers.. and " Shen Ti Jian Kang" Healthy Body.. So.. nothing special in CNY.. juz a few things i've love doin over the years since i was born.. the first thing is of course.. the food.. second is definitely ang paos.. third.. the warmth and the caringness of the relatives.. last.. definitely.. the most important.. when seeing everyone happy or try to put a smile despite of adversities.. its very hard to see it on other days.. but on CNY.. yes.. u can see all walks of life.. chinese.. malay and indian.. smile.. hehe.. smile becoz.. its also a holiday.. lol..

So.. yea.. we had joy.. we had fun.. we had a new year under a hot sun.. freakin hot.. on the last day of the previous year.. we had a large dinner.. my parents, bro, my family friend's including Uncle Gary and Aunty Chris, his son.. Kah Meng.. yea.. we had a korean dinner.. in Dong dae mon.. not mistaken.. the plates u see.. are enormous.. so.. if u ever had a korean wife.. ur korean wife has to do so many dishes for u.. and cleans them all up later.. or if u have a korean husband.. then.. u have to make this many plates for ur husband for every meal.. haha.. and clean them.. yea..

Nothing much happened on the first day.. juz recieve oni about 10 ang paos.. from my father's hometown.. Tapah.. my grandmother doesnt stay there anymore.. she actually lives near my home.. but she will leave to a relative's place to stay.. so happen she is in Gopeng.. we moved from Bidor to Tapah to Gopeng.. yea.. get the few angpaos.. then.. head on.. to Ipoh..

This is juz a show.. yea.. i gambled a lil.. i feel.. even though.. its sinful.. this is the only few bux that i made extra.. and.. why not.. when its also a good way of conversation.. there is more common topics.. i lost my money.. so i consider myself giving some money to them in a sense.. so.. yea.. gamble a lil.. not much.. a lil..

4th day or 5th day if im not mistaken.. we went to Cameron Highlands for a day tour.. due to the new road dat is finished constructed.. the road to Cameron's were smooth and fast.. compare to the other road from Tapah.. yea.. i like strawberries.. and.. i like to take picture of nice plants.. so here are some of them.. pic above is my cousin and my uncle.. yea..

Pic below looks like a forest.. but its juz a bunch of small plants.. fig trees..

During our short stay in Camerons.. we had our lunch in "Yeong" Wah.. Restaurant

Bro havin a nap.. while waitin for the food..

Thats all friends.. yea.. not much really happen.. juz.. meet up with relatives who i seldom meet due to the 200km distance.. Thnx for reading..

lame stories of Mr. Ah Beng

2007-02-23T23:25:00.000+08:00

(Act 1)Ah Beng calls the telephone operator:Ah Beng: "Could you please tell me thetime difference between Singapore andNew York?"Operator: "Just a minute..."Ah Beng: "Thank you."Ah Beng got his answer and cut off theline.

(Act 2)At a bar in New York, the man sat nextto Ah Beng told the bartender, "JOHNNIEWALKER, SINGLE."and his companion said, "JACKDANIELS,SINGLE."The bartender turned to Ah Beng andasked, "AND YOU, SIR?"Ah Beng replied: "Tan Ah Beng,MARRIED."

(Act 3)After completing a jigsaw puzzle he'dbeen working on for quite sometime,Ah Beng proudly shows off the finishedpuzzle to a friend."It took me only 5 MONTHS to do it," AhBeng said."FIVE MONTHS? Why did you take solong."the friend asked.Ah Beng replied, "No, it is not long atall, look ! at the box, it says it isfor 4 to 7 years".

(Act 4)Ah Beng took part in the SingaporeManhunt Competition.During the Q&A segment, the host asks,"Name a drink that begins with theletter 'G'."The crowd shouts, "Gin! Gin!". Othersexclaim, "No, its Grape Juice!"Another smart aleck yells, "Alamak,Gatorade!"Host : "Quiet please."Ah Beng laughs hysterically like ahyenabefore replying,"C'mon man, I don't need their help? Igot more original answer. My answer is"Gu ni!" (milk in Hokkien)

(Act 5)Ah Beng had just bought a new computerand was using it when he encounteredsome problems.After a few attempts, he decided to usethe 'Help' command.Soon after, he became very irritatedandcalled the computer shop for support.Ah Beng : "I pressed the 'F1' key forhelp... but it's been over half an hour& still nobody has come to help me...."

(Act 6)In the class.Teacher: "Class, do you know themeaningof parents?"Ah Beng: "Yes, teacher, it means fatherand mother."Teacher: "Good. Can you give me anexample?"Ah Beng: "Sure. Cowboy's parents meanscowboy's father and mother. Also cansayCowboy's father is Cow Pay and Cowboy'smother is Cow Boo.So if they walk together, we can saythey are 'Cow Pay Cow Boo'."

(Act 7)Ah Beng with two red ears went to hisdoctor. The doctor asked him what hadhappened to his ears andhe answered," I was ironing a shirt andthe phone ring lor- but instead ofpicking up the phone, I accidentallypicked up the iron and stuck it to myear. So Kena lor!""Oh Dear!" the doctorexclaimed in disbelief. "But, whathappened to the other ear?"Ah Beng: "That stupid fellow calledbackagain loh!"

(Act 8 )Why did Ah Beng go to! a movie with his18 friends?Because according to the advertisement,below 18 is not allowed to go in

look.. my name rox.. haha

2007-02-23T23:07:00.000+08:00

A survey has done abt the most common names for babies.. and YES!! who tops the list..
Jack.. wee.. i am gonna see more baby Jack in England and Wales.. so.. name ur son Jack.. hehe

U dont deserve a friend like me..

2007-02-16T02:56:00.000+08:00

Dis is a reminder to myself.. my pathetic nature self.. my act of selfishness..
Why am i saying this.. i dont deserve my friends.. any of them..
For i am using them.. for my needs!! MY OWN NEEDS!!.. never a fren for them..
i admit.. i am selfish.. i am a freeloader.. I use people to entertain me.. to help me do stuff.. like
my parents.. my brother.. and even to u guys.. my friends who have treated me so well..
I'm never there when someone needs help.. I'm never there when people feel sad.. I tease ppl for
failing.. i tease people for losing.. I compare what i do with my frenz.. always feel im superior..
the fact that.. I'm not.. i'm juz a normal guy.. doing selfish acts.. I never care for what they need..
what they think of.. what they are facing.. Its only all about my problems.. How to answer my problems.. Never others..

I am selfish.. more selfish than a stingy old witch..

Lord.. Change me for who i am.. I am nothing but a piece of shit.. I accept my mistakes..
Thank you Lord for giving me great friends.. who i don't treasure at all... Help me Lord.. Whatever
I try fails.. Please be my lighthouse.. I don't want to lose my dear friends.. Help me be a True friend..
help me to care for others.. Help me to be.. Jack. to be the Jack u called me to be..

Those who are reading..
Sorry for all those things i have done... Please forgive me.. give me another chance..
Please wake me up when im doin the wrong thing..
Dis is a reminder for me.. to change.. to be a better person..

Jason Dear Buddy... Happy Valentines to all

2007-02-15T06:30:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone.. as im posting this blog.. Jason.. has left Malaysia... feel super sad.. a great friend.. caring one.. who really.. treats everyone so good.. wat can i say.. i juz feel sad.. waving to him at the airport... 6:34am.. wide awake at the desktop of my computer.. cant sleep...

A brief story on wat happen on Valentines day till Jason leaves..

Alex, my church fren in the pic below.. wanted to organize a valentine's day outing.. well.. with CGmates.. but sadly.. all couldnt make it.. so.. us 3 guys including ET.. we 3 went for dinner.. lol.. we stare at everyone while we were at Wong Kok.. all the Lala couples are cuddling each other.. >.<.. anyway.. we had our fun.. i ate cheese rice.. yum.. and Alex drank salty dog.. which was salty... ET had his set.. which look good.. and yea.. wat a dinner.. 3 guys.. valentines.. great.. then we went cybercafe.. where alex owned us.. His excuse.. half a year didnt play edi.. i like.. yea.. i know.. u play like u juz played yesterday.. >.<

After that.. went to Williams to meet the guys.. Jason was there.. and some other frenz.. yea.. so.. we chatted.. awhile.. then Jason gtg.. coz.. he has to pack his stuff and so on.. so.. yea..we too left.. at about 12am.. goodbye Valentines.. so.. went to kenneth's place.. for a moment.. then we left to fetch Jing Chen and Lam Sem (pic below very blur).. then on to KLIA...

We stopped.. at a place.. where CK says there will be planes flyin by.. we had our beers... we had our snacks.. we had our groundnuts.. we were talkin.. playin, takin pictures... lol.. more of this will be updated as soon as i have the pictures...

This is wat i call.. uncivilized.. cocky.. as usual.. go pee on the road.. this time.. the fella abit siao.. 4 times in 2 hours.. until the whole road stink.. and.. yea.. he did a 360 degree peeing motion.. around the world peeing.. greatnya...

Time to head to the airport.. not much pics here.. but we sure try to keepin our emoness.. Jason was there when we reach.. with Marcus, Jiun Yen, CL, wei lynn and sook yen. we had our last goodbye hugs.. our last wishes to him.. our promises.. and.. we left.. Have fun Jason.. Take care of urself in Sydney.. u are a great friend to me.. no doubt about that.. thnx for the fun we share..

In the mean time.. i shall try to get some sleep.. hopefully..

Thnx for reading.. Jason.. miss ya buddy..

cheated and ditched

2007-02-11T21:44:00.000+08:00

I've been cheated of work.. dis sux.. first.. i was agreed upon RM4 per hour.. which was already little.. compared to other jobs.. and.. fine.. i accept.. i worked.. 10:30 to 7:30.. with only lunch break of maybe 20mins to half an hour.. and i sit only about 1 hour out of 8 hours.. so.. my legs are tired.. plus.. carry this computer.. that computer.. this printer.. fine.. i dont mind.. i learn alot in the end.. but that's not the point.. Boss told me.. are u workin on sunday?? i said.. wat? i told u.. im not workin on Sunday.. coz.. i goin church.. fine.. she said.. I beginning to think.. then i ask.. Saturday i'm also off u know.. then she like.. WAT!! Sunday let u off u wan to off Saturday.. i said.. i tot we agreed upon i only work on weekdays.. then.. She says:" OK.. u can.. but RM3.50 per hour for weekday part-timers".. fine.. i got pissed.. i work the last hour.. not my best.. i left.. and i quit the job.. This is the feeling of being cheated.. during work..

Ditched.. yes.. i've been ditched from wednesday to friday.. firstly.. Jea Hau's outing with C.loong, Kenneth and Eiran.. photo session without me.. photo album without me.. somemore.. smart.. Jiun yen call me to go.. i got call u Chien loong.. u ditcher.. fine.. then.. kena ignore by someone.. for no apparent reason..

I feel 2 kinds of sadness in 5 days..

but.. i'm doin fine.. still fine.. im gonna find a job tomrrow..

thnx for reading..

Forgiving those who made me pissed..

Working...

2007-02-08T21:11:00.000+08:00

Been working...

And working...

And working...

LOL

Millenium babies

2007-02-04T15:36:00.000+08:00

Over a conversation during dinner with our family friends.. yea.. millenium babies.. wat are millenium babies..
Firstly.. we shall do a minor history flashback.. after WW2 ended.. the generation of children born in the year 1940-1960 are the after-war children. those who are born from 1960-1980 are the 2nd generation after the generation after war.. and from 1980-2000 onwards.. are millenium babies.. yea.. us.. we are millenium babies.. So wat so significant is the millenium babies..
Over the conversation.. my father, who is obviously the after-war children.. and his friend.. were complaining.. kids nowadays.. dont appreciate wat we have.. in comparison with wat they have during the 1940s, 1950s..

I wont talk much about the 1960-1980 generation.. but they are also after war.. but 20 years later.. they dont feel much of the sufferings after war..

okay.. characteristics of after-war children and millenium babies...
after-war children.. " wakes up early no matter got work or no work"
millenium babies.. " sleep late.. wake up late.. got work oni force to wake up"
after... " work hard for a very poor living, undemanding"
millenium... " no work.. but expect everything to come to him"
after... " does 1 thing at a time.. making sure that the thing is complete then move on"
millenium... " does 3 things at a time or more.. and mostly gets nothing done.."

This is true.. millenium babies dont wake up for no reason.. all we do.. is eat, sleep, play, eat sleep play.. even when we are 20, 21.. we still, eat sleep play.. study???? study litte la... after-war children mostly dont have the chance to study.. so.. end up.. doing dirty work in plantations, factories.. to earn a mere 50cents a day.. dis is how an after-war child lives..

Another factor.. millenium babies.. are so demanding.. they say.. i need a new pair of jeans.. materialistics.. i need a new phone.. my phone sux.. my shirt sux.. i need a new shirt.. branded.. CKJeans.. DKNY.. Billabong.. watever.. u name it.. they want it.. celebrities wear it.. they adorn it.. no matter how freakin expensive.. i must get it.. the best computer.. all from who? the parents.. which are mostly born during the after-war period.. where.. they live with either poor parents.. or single parent? or worse.. orphan due to war.. and.. sometimes.. no food to eat.. go to bed.. sometimes have to scrape out leftovers as food.. dis is how life is during after-war period.. no money to buy anything.. clothes also.. they are fortunate to go to school.. during birthday.. Millenium babies expect gifts.. and presents.. expensive.. after-war children? even an egg.. painted in red.. already happy edi.. Millenium babies dont appreciate stuff.. they take things for granted.. like PS1 juz launch buy.. when PS2 launch.. throw away PS1.. buy PS2.. now PS3 launch.. PS2 goin to throw edi.. see.. this is how millenium babies think..

Millenium babies also.. aren't patient.. they like to do so many things at one time.. we can actually, read newspaper, eat lunch and even do homework during our lunch.. and we can online, listen songs, playin game.. dis is wat i call multi-tasking.. and when it comes to task to be done.. like assignments.. we always wait for last minute.. we think we have all the time in the world.. but no.. in the end.. we suffer.. am i right? for after-war children.. there wasn't any technology.. no handphones.. no computers.. nothing.. no money to even buy them.. so.. they do things slowly.. with patiently.. imagine.. sending mail to a person.. they wait.. waiting for a reply.. it may take 2 months.. for us.. send e-mail.. if dont reply within a day.. kena kao kaoz.. this is wat i call fast paced..

Wat an after-war child ask from a millenium baby.. is to really know that the war still brings back haunting memories.. as we already know.. how they suffer.. yet.. they work so hard.. to provide everything for u.. sometimes the things that we want.. they want to give.. but they dont have the money.. be thankful of ur parents who work their ass off to get wat u need.. ur education.. and take concern of them as well.. i know the age gap is big.. but when u really start talkin to them.. they really.. will feel great when we actually concern about the past.. becoz most parents and children nowadays.. dont talk much.. as we can see.. even i and my father.. seldom talk.. for we dont have much thing to talk.. so.. if u're free.. do sit down.. and talk to ur father.. ask him abt the war.. care for ur parents.. who hav suffer so much.. dont be selfish.. think about them.. for they born u out of hardship.. out of love..

Thnx for reading.. i am trying to be a better son..

i've been tagged..

2007-02-03T13:44:00.000+08:00

this is pure lameness.. thnx to jacq.. then.. transfer to eiran.. now me.. if dont tag then i kena..
anywayz.. my 6 weird stuff of me..

1. i dislike polysterine squeeking sound
2. i like staring at my phone blankly
3. i have feelings for every girl i see
4. i dislike JACKfruit
5. food comes first before girls
6. i can move my nose, and plus.. i can do penguin mouth

thats all.. the next 6 ppl i tag..
1. Mei Yii
2. Jea Hau
3. Jim
4. Cheez
5. Alex
6. Janet/Ling~~

thnx for tagging... hate that..
thnx for reading

A True Story

2007-01-29T19:08:00.000+08:00

Once, there was a family known as Malaysia.
In 1985, they were blessed with their first born, Proton.
The family loved Proton all they can.
They gave Proton everything.
They protected Proton from the bigger boys in Kindergarden.
They told Proton, :Youre young, you need protection from them.
Its okay to make mistakes, youre young.
Even if you don't learn from mistakes…its okay…you are still young.
Proton became spoilt.
He always depended on parents and used up all his allowance on useless things.
When he had to do his chores, he paid people to do it and the work is lousy,
causing the parents having to call repairmen to fix all the mess that he made.
Anyway, when Proton was 10 (but he still acted like he is 1 or 2 years old),
he had a younger brother, Perodua.
At first, everyone thought this younger brother will be like Proton.
Anyway, this new baby was more handsome and looks smarter than Proton.
Malaysia knew there is a possibilty Perodua could be smarter than Proton.
Since they love Proton so much, they decided that Perodua can only learn a few things.
He cannot learn the same thing as Proton.
This is so that Perodua wouldn’t beat Proton at what Proton is doing.
Although Perodua was also protected by Malaysia, he learnt to be independent very fast.
He made good friends with Daihatsu, who had an elder brother Toyota.
The two of them helped Perodua in everything.
Perodua, being independent and smart, learnt a lot and in a short while, was becoming
as good as, if not better, than Proton.
Malaysia realized that Perodua was becoming better than his brother.
Although proud of Perodua, they still love Proton best.
They paid Lotus (which is older and well known worldwide) to be friends with Proton.
Using this advantage, Proton mentioned Lotus everytime he wanted to tell people about himself.
On this own, he was still the same.
Moreover, Proton is always not updated.
When doing his work, he still uses the typewriter and refuses to use the computer.
Perodua, so much younger, used the computer, with broadband for his work.
Perodua was improving so much that Toyota has assigned him with his work, codename Avanza. Year 2005, Proton is 20 years old, Perodua only 10.
It was obvious that Perodua was the more successful of the two siblings.
What is worse, Proton said he still need his parents to help him for another 10 years.
He still need protection from the big boys.
In May 2005, Perodua was about to show Malaysia his best work so far.. codename Myvi.
Proton, being jealous.. quickly came up with an unprofessional remark about
his brother's work and shows his work at the same time as Perodua on purpose.
The future of Malaysia and her two kids are still unknown.
But it would be obvious that Perodua will shine, leaving Proton crying.
It would be a wonder if in 2015, Proton will ask Malaysia for another 10 years of help and protection… maybe this time…protection from Perodua aswell…
Moral of the lesson is, dont be too dependent.. be more independent..

Courtesy of JHLai and my cousin YKChang

Thnx for reading..

Victim of bully

2007-01-27T21:07:00.000+08:00

This part of my life.. even though it sux.. but.. well.. it takes courage to speak up.. I'm a victim of bully!! If you are a victim of bully.. stand up.. and take courage.. for u are not alone.. u have other frenz who cares for u.. Today i learnt a valuable lesson.. but i shall tell u about my sad past.. a past which i intend not to talk about it.. for it hurts everytime i recall..

All my life.. i am always the one to bully.. since the day i can actually step out of the house to go to kindergarden.. and towards standard 1.. and so on.. till now.. age 19.. when ppl saw me.. mr. Jack.. they see my face.. which is.. a person who wont fight back.. a coward.. yeap.. dats me.. Mr. Jack.. my 12 years of school life.. been tortured day in day out.. even going padang.. its a warfare business everyday.. Im sorry bullies.. Be it verbal bullying or physically.. yea.. im the one who gets it.. oh yea.. when there so much suffering in this world.. yea.. these ppl cant tahan and juz puts their anger in ppl like me.. so.. who's the brave guy? well.. somebody has to be the bullied.. so.. i took up the job.. yea.. get verbally abused.. from the most gayest words.. till the most harshest words.. yea.. from the most disgusting stuff, till the punches.. till the grab in the groin.. yea.. i had it all.. yet.. im still alive..

Mentallity of a bully..
why on earth.. there is bully in this world? Well.. obviously I'm the victim.. i have studied much about bullies.. in fact.. bullies are people who needs love in their life.. bullies are ppl who.. u know.. lack of love from their parents.. family, and even they lack attention by their peers.. peer pressure.. yea.. or even studying pressure.. stress.. So.. like for example.. a bully's dad comes home.. gets drunk.. started beating up him.. the next day.. who he beats up? the victim.. Technically we shud care for the victims.. but.. the bullies are the one who need care the most.. for they will end up in mental institutions.. these ppl are the psycho ones.. they may even.. kill or rape someone in the future.. so.. if u have bullied someone.. this is a true story from the victim..

One thing the victim of the bully.. he is kind, he is forgiving.. he never tries ways to harm the bully.. For he knows how much the bully suffers.. Give a standing ovation to the victims.. if u are a victim of bully.. dont be sad about the past.. its good that ur body is of good use to others.. for they take u for their anger.. For if the bullies cant release their anger.. they probably explode in the middle of nowhere.. or they will even cause massacre in the public places.. Like school killings.. yea..

These 2 pics show u a victim of bully b4 and after..
b4.. he was tucking his pants or watever..

After.. He gets bullied by someone.. for the sake of the bully.. i oredi cut off his picture.. see.. bullies are still humans.. they juz need love..

If you are a victim of bully.. juz like me.. never regret for being bullied.. for u are showing love to the person.. u provided the bully with ur body as cushion.. ur ear to be verbally assaulted.. yea.. U are indeed the bravest person ever.. and i respect that.. ppl respect that.. Never despise urself for being bullied..

Thnx for reading.. A bullied's journal

Investment.. the key to failure or success

2007-01-24T18:12:00.000+08:00

A player's investments is the key to success.. says.. Prof Jack.. Today i have come out with the theory to the title of "Player's guide to Success, 3 keys to investing a SUPER wife"

Ok lah... who doesnt want a good girlfriend, a superwoman as cao ge says.. to do ur laundry, ur cooking.. everything lar.. and the end of the day.. someone to pamper.. to share feelings.. these and that.. u know la.. no need me explain.. so.. Player needs 3 keys to have a Super wife..

A player.. must always understands.. that.. he is the man.. the first key is.. self esteem.. if you're a player and u dont have faith in anything.. sorry.. u can go back to be a shy guy.. this key is so important.. that.. if you dont invest time in it.. it's over for u.. So.. wat shud a player invest on his self esteem? well.. for starters.. u need to be buff.. so.. gym is good for u.. or self train.. do sit ups and push ups.. but if u are an all rounder in sports.. this is too easy for u.. u have an advantage.. so.. the next stage.. of investing your is your smile.. definitely.. u have the killer smiles.. this one.. ppl always say.. u are born with it.. but i think.. yea.. no need wan lar.. u juz go home.. everyday.. invest time on your mirror.. smile till u get it right.. very simple.. ok.. killer smile and buff sure make u more like a player.. next key...

no. 2.. u need to invest money on clothings.. invest in ur underwear, tie, suit, pants, watever lar.. but make sure.. if u are buying normal going out stuff.. the best is from Ripcurl.. says from 1 of the player experts.. and Topman for a good deal and range of suits.. Thnx for the tip.. mr. discreet player.. haha.. anywayz.. dats about it.. make sure u know how to wear it properly.. ask ur mom if u dont know.. or your dad.. then.. look on ur mirror.. double check the way u smile.. make sure the killer smile is intact.. then can edi.. for sports events.. make sure.. show your washboard abs.. dat will attract girls.. this is thru mr.discreet.. yea..

Key no. 3.. invest in your pride.. without pride.. girls will think you are cheap.. according to mr. discreet.. u have to be more expensive when giving out phone number... Never give out your phone number unless the gurl states.. and.. make sure.. dont go easy on losing.. u may give the girl a chance or 2.. but.. make sure.. u lose with pride.. the phrase of the day.. " I didn't lose.. i let u win" yea..i highlite it with blue coz its semi important.. u can have your own phrases.. but remember.. pride.. important.. yea.. investing in this takes countless of failures.. says.. mr.discreet.. u dont learn it overnight.. thru practises by different girls.. yea.. u can achieve it..

OKay.. the setback.. y am i takling this.. coz.. im not a player.. LOL.. im juz a professor writing a thesis.. for fun.. anyway.. the player's ultimate casualty.. is failure.. as u know.. investment.. is like stock market.. even though u invest so much.. there is risks of failures.. dats y.. mr.discreet's tactics are very cunning.. but effective.. go for more girls.. he said.. not only that.. u have to spread your connections.. 1 girl.. then lead to 2 girls.. to 4.. to 8.. goes by the multiplication function.. yea.. cool rite.. even math gives u good formulas.. ok.. i give u this theory in Stock market terms..

$0.10 X10 equals $1.00
$1.00 X1 equals $1.00

u either invest in $0.10 in 10 girls.. and u may see a result or 2.. in these 10.. or.. invest in 1.. and 50/50 chances.. either u fail.. or u pass.. so.. dis is very significant.. compare to 10.. my theory is .. best is take 0.10 for 10.. well.. if 1 of the shares increases.. u earn back revenue.. if u buy a share and pay $1.00.. u may end up with nothing.. dont tell me your face is too yong sui.. till all ur 10 shares drop all.. am i right.. this is in economics terms put down to player's formula.. The $ value signifies with the money spent, time spent.. and many other factors.. whereas the return.. is well.. likewise.. the girl spend on u.. well

So.. after a much given lecture.. i have one thing to say.. i'm not a player.. so.. thnx mr.discreet for all the valuable infos.. for those who seriously wanna be a player.. this is a partially good guide.. and.. dont need scratch head.. juz do it.. yea.. as for me.. im juz an average guy.. not a player..

Updated version of the player's guide...
Key no. 4 is teamwork.. thnx mr.A for giving us the guidelines on how to be a good player.. well.. enough said.. this is his extensive research results.. his theory.. check it out..

Teamwork

For no one can succeed alone, this includes player. With great team, comes great results. First things first, find a player to cooperate with you in your life as a player. So why do we need another player in order to become a successful player? First of all, networking, more players mean more girls and more girls mean more income... (yea.. economics is so fun)

When you introduce a girl to your friend (player), there will be another chance of succeeding your investment, this is because, and no one can make every girl fall for the same type of guy. As Sun Tze said, to win a war, first you have to know the opponent's general inside out. By knowing what type of guy they fell for, you introduce them accordingly to that specific type of guy, where your percentage of succeeding increases tremendously.

(Imagine you apply this with more than one partner, you can succeed in getting the girl easier and much more efficient than finding the right girl yourself)

Using your player with your teamwork skills

This is how it should be used; firstly ask your friend to introduce a girl who he knows will fall for your type. Secondly, set a time and date to meet with her. Thirdly, this is where the challenge begin, when that day arrive, groom yourself with a style that girl likes the most. Stand with confident, when your friend approach you, remember to face another side where your friend is coming; when they reached, turn slowly and hot that girl with your charming smile and greet her like you have never seen such beauty for ages. Take a deep look on to her eyes, eye contact is the most important part of this event, make sure you do it right and with style. Impress her with a few talks and after one or two minutes, tell that girl you have to leave politely and leave an unforgettable shadow behind.

(*Note, make sure the meeting it not obviously plotted, this is just an example for career base personality type)

This is where your teamwork reaches to the most critical point. After your leave, your partner will be complimenting with praises to you. Try to use some hints like, “You two look like couples”, “I think you fell for him am I not wrong?” and so on..

Thnx mr.A for ur wonderful theory.. seriously.. being a player needs so many skills.. it's not an overnight success.. so.. to all players wannabe.. GANBATTE!!.. i shall bid u all the best in ur girltaking.. wish u all have a Super wife..

thnx for reading..

TBF March Intake 2006 Class .6

2007-01-20T22:22:00.000+08:00

Brief description of everyone in my class.. when in college.. these ppl are the ones who created the atmosphere of comedy, and funnyness.. or i shall say.. lameness.. These ppl have made my life a lil interesting.. a first experience of college life is thru them..

Chun Pinz.. or shall i say Apple Kor.. Pin Guo.. a guy who is.. hmm.. very noisy at times.. and he loves to start the mood with some canto cum hokkien vulgar words.. and.. uses sex as part of the topic.. and mostly.. he likes to have fun.. his fave song.. romeo and juliet by gary cao and someone.. and I AM WHO I AM!! ARGH!!

Josephine Kong Chee Lan.. hmm.. she is very quiet.. only talks more when with Chia Hui and Cindy.. her fave phrase.. RM50 for 1 tissue, touch me need pay RM 100000.. zzz.. lol

Chia Hui here below.. she is 1 of the richest here.. use credit card.. dont play play.. we always say she is the shortest.. and.. i will always remember.. to pull her legs when i see her.. haha.. jk.. she very nice to bully sometimes..

Kenneth Lai.. the ego.. the player himself.. the colorful wolf.. yea.. the one who loves flirting day and night.. even at 3 am.. talkin to girls on the phone sometimes.. and gamer no.1.. always says u cant beat me in any game.. if not.. i will not play it anymore.. and jump down from TBS.. yea.. Topics on his mind, game, sex, game, sex, game, sex..

Ka heng.. the other gamer.. who.. seeminglessly.. loves to avoid the rain by hiding in cybercafes.. yea.. past time is.. manga, dota, manga.. dota.. online games.. and sleep.. dats about it.. and.. he used to be the guy who doesnt eat during the day.. only eat at home during dinner.. which is.. super kaoz for a person who is still growing.. his size shows that his growth is somehow stopped due to his eating habits.. sry ka heng.. not insult.. lol..

On the right.. Jea Hau, or.. GAYO!! haha.. he has his trademark of his gayoness.. and his phrase.. you're gayofied!!.. lol.. yea.. camera freak.. juz bought a DSLR.. and.. fan of some computer games.. and.. also.. masked rider, lol.. the yipiyaya.. he has a page in deviantart which shows good pics.. go there to check it out or read his blog thru mine.. haha..

Keert.. She is the only sikh in the class.. and one of the 2 in the March intake.. yea.. she is funny.. and.. well.. funny.. easy going.. friendly.. everything lar.. even Pakistani guys love her.. lol..

Uncle!! or Zhen Xian.. on the left.. He is from taiping.. where.. Aqua roamed the streets.. pulling guys.. yea.. at first when we saw him.. we thought.. he was.. some gangster.. and i tot his voice was coarsed.. but.. no.. LOL.. his english made us laugh all the time.. dats y he usually speaks in mandarin.. and his partner in crime on the right.. Hoo Ming.. the new recruitment to our class for the 2nd sem.. he is quiet.. but.. yea.. he doesnt mind the company.. he loves our class as i can see.. and yea.. friendly.. haha..

Kit Peng.. a very safe driver.. who drives at max.. 80km on highway.. very safe with her kancil.. and very smart, or studious.. whichever.. her attributes are accounts and math.. both score very well.. and.. she also can be funny at times.. lol..

Eiran Tan Jiun Yen.. my old buddy for 6 years.. yea.. he can be lame.. he can be serious at times.. but.. he loves to repeat jokes mention by others.. juz like me.. haha.. and.. yea.. he has his ways with girls.. his ways.. that the other guys dont know of.. he can surprise u with the killer move.. 1 day he is single.. the next day.. he is taken.. sry girls..

Jeanette.. the tortoise in the class.. the guys only tease her and Chia Hui.. mostly.. and.. she can be gullible.. easy kena con.. yea.. dats y most guys bully her in class.. dats sad.. her studies also.. very goodz.. onz.. yea..

Our own Aunty Cindy.. who.. is a crazy woman on the road.. she drives 50 in basement.. no brakes.. turn.. woah.. he can join Fast & Furious Girl Edition.. she can be main star.. lol.. with her Kenari.. she can own any mod cars.. in basement.. haha.. She's funny as well.. haha..

Hana.. She loves Mountain Climbing.. and she strives to improve herself daily.. in terms of language and studies.. never cease to tell us a good story.. and.. she herself has been thru alot.. a great model for others to follow.. Keep up the image u have.. ^_^

The rest not mentioned.. is Wan Youn.. our class monitor.. after Chien loong left.. she is captain of her basketball team cum coach.. she likes to help if she can.. and.. great person.. she is the fifth girl from left.. and Sun Hui.. 2nd girl from right.. Who has funky boyish hair.. with colorfulness.. she is a person who mix with different clicks all the time.. from different classes.. she knows all.. she basically has frenz everywhere.. a person where everyone would like.. haha.. Our class photo..

Yea.. dats about it.. i may not see all of them next sem.. due to my current status.. i may switch to Help or Monash, Metro or stay.. it all depends.. hope after that.. we can still get together for a tea or 2.. lol.. Thnx for the fun in class..

Thnx all loyal readers.. and.. i cant see how many hit counts on my blog.. >.<

Chien loong playin NFS

2007-01-16T21:01:00.000+08:00

Chien Loong's video of him playing NFS.. lol.. funny indeed

Life is Fragile.. Treasure it

2007-01-11T16:19:00.000+08:00

Life is so fragile, Just a few days back, my bro saw these 5 cute little kittens at the back of my hse.. their home is juz a little hole, or practically longkang.. yea.. so sadz.. the mother somehow wasnt there.. for so long.. i guess the mother practically left them.. they are so frail, so sick.. when they saw my bro.. they were like meowing all the way.. running to us with all their strengh.. so weak.. yet.. doing all these.. my bro was like.. so sad.. we gotta help them.. the next day.. we gather up.. we manage 4.. the other one left somewhere.. we went to the pet shop with chien loong and jiun yen.. we were like.. hoping they would accept them.. He says he cant accept them.. coz they have viral infection.. which will affect other cats if they were to put them.. so.. we took home.. hoping for some miracle.. we left 3 kittens in another place.. for they are seriously infected.. we dont know wat to do.. and the only one without the virus.. we tried so hard to feed her, clean her.. make sure she is warm..
The next day.. the 3 kittens are gone.. gone for good.. i dont know where r they..

Chien Loong cried in the car.. me and him.. very sad.. Life is so unfair.. even Jiun Yen say.. there was this couple who drove on the highway.. suddenly.. an X-trail hit a ram and flew so high.. it landed directly on their car.. The couple and another passenger died.. on the spot.. whereas the X-trail driver sustained only head injuries.. Dis shows.. our life can be taken so easily..

Moral of this story.. Treasure the ones u have.. I will love everyone around me more!!.. even if i dont show it.. i will try to.. so sadz.. sadness..

thnx for reading..

New Year celebration and 2007 Jan events so far..

2007-01-07T18:46:00.000+08:00

New Year Celebration.. went out with corky, cher kuan, kenneth, jiun yen.. we met sue hsia, xian mei, arwin, harmin, victoria izzit? lol.. xinwon, xinwon's gf, erm.. yea.. dats about it.. our gang.. quite a large number of ppl.. oh yea.. there is Jing Chern and his gf.. and his gf's fren.. which wasnt really our gang.. so.. yea.. these ppl.. celebrated new year.. at The Curve.. where we spend 10-20bux per person.. buyin snow sprays and sprayin on people's face, people's mouths, people's boobs.. and so on.. disgusting.. i even ate some foam spray.. wth.. yuck yuck yuck to the max.. argh.. now.. i still.. haven get any pictures from them yet.. but yea.. it was great.. 10 times better than last year.. sry didnt celebrate with cg members at mei yii's house.. lol.. felt bad.. but yea.. sry.. here are some of the pics.. there is a vid.. but i dont know for now how to upload a video.. so here are the pics..

oh yea.. there are the pics for christmas party.. in conjunction with my close family fren's dad's 91st birthday.. in Penang.. yea.. they're rich man party i guess.. dancing, and singing karaoke.. lol.. tributes after tributes.. and the countdown.. haha.. yea.. here are some of the pics..

my dad.. in christmas mood..

God Bro!!.. Ben.. happy birthday dudez.. durian cake by ur mom was great.. haha.. anywayz.. yea.. all the best in ur college.. need help in any area.. gimme a call.. i will try my best to help ya.. if u ever need my help.. so.. stay strong.. and stay faithful..

i must admit.. they 2 look good together.. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!

end of story.. thnx for reading

Happy New Year

2007-01-01T12:50:00.000+08:00

year 2006... ended.. with a car crash that shudnt happen thnx to my eagerness to play NFS Carbon and.. my blurriness while talkin to Jea Hau.. cost my father a red face, a burnt hole in his wallet, and a demoralizing me plus driving phobia for the few days later.. still facing it..

But i guess.. God always has a turnover for every situation, i believe, this accident will inspire a great year for me this year.. 2007.. I believe Lord for Supernatural Bounties in my life.. This accident is not gonna hold back anymore.. and im gonna settle my debts with my family car...

Well.. wat i got to say for 2006, i did alot of things in 17 years ago.. wasn't capable of doing it..
firstly.. i get to drive!! haha.. was a bad thing sometimes coz of funny accidents i always get into..
second.. clubbing.. which wasnt a very good experience this year.. either isn't happening or the mood isn't there.. aih.. sadz.. Michelle was right.. KL ppl dont know how to party..
Third.. i finally got some of my frenz presents, christmas presents.. which.. i have never give in my entire 18 years of life.. wat a stingy crap i am.. yea.. finally.. gave somethin to my frenz..
Fourth.. Joined Youth fully and a much more committed christian.. still got ups and downs.. and yea.. Joined care group as well.. Thnx mei yii for the hospitality and other CG members for caring so much...

Well.. 2007.. it started so well... with the parties.. sure.. there is somethin good comin to my life.. i dont know.. it will come naturally i guess..im prayin for good things to happen.. either fast or slow.. but surely..

To do list for this year:

1. Go to church whenever i'm free.. but committment to youth and CG.. and also serve more in another ministry..

2. Instill a better character in me.. i dont wanna be a stingy person.. with opportunity and chance.. i will try my very best to give.. Be more family guy, good boy at home, and.. study hard.. not much playin like this year... was a fun year.. but have to be more serious in terms of studies...

3. Debt Free.. i dont wanna owe anyone anymore money.. be financially stable.. as well as able to pay up my mom's car damages.. it's a challenging thing..

4. I guess i need to approach more ppl.. meet new frenz... coz some of the old ones will leave soon.. to australia, UK, wherever.. need to start hanging out with more clicks..

5. Finally.. able to do somethin outrageous.. sing on stage? maybe.. dance on stage? Do at least 1 crazy stuff..

I guess.. this is the to do list so far... will be back to post my unforgetable memories of New Years Eve at the Curve.. sry Mei yii.. couldnt come urs.. coz.. i'd promised my other buddies to celebrate with them.. Great New Year ahead.. VMY 2007!!.. Man Utd Comin this July as promised.. haha

thnx for reading..

My 18th Birthday.. thnx guys

2006-12-25T23:20:00.000+08:00

A few college frenz plus some old school frenz came all the way to celebrate my birthday on the 15th.. which was great.. with all the singing.. the solos and the duets.. thnx to those who came.. and thnx for those who didnt came.. we sang our hearts to a few memorable songs.. and.. sang some crazy songs.. that arent for the faint hearted... thnx again.. especially zahier.. lol.. u came all the way.. b4 we ciao u wanna sing malay song but we all left.. sry dude.. feel sad.. u didnt sing much.. when it comes to chinese songs.. u were left out totally.. cant help it..

22nd.. after being tortured by Jea Hau, Chun Pin, Ka Heng, Kenneth and Jiun Yen... which includes the foam sprays and the party sprays.. went caroling with some collegemates at TBS.. Class 3.1 have alot of volunteer singers.. including sue, kat and jacq. lol.. everyone was in the christmas mood.. singing without hesitating.. and with full of heart.. T_T.. i love the carolingness.. Jim FFK!! haha..

But seriously.. i have to thank my cg members.. T_T.. they did so much for me that night.. i will remember it always.. always!!.. unsuspected yet.. full of many surprises.. thnx so much for the people who gave me presents.. i mean.. my gratitute for them its even harder to express in words.. the only words i can utter is only thanks... thank you.. coz.. i really dont deserve these.. never in my life.. Thnx Alex's mom for bakin this wonderfully made chocolate cake.. it tastes good..

Thnx Anna.. for your Hillsong CD.. indeed this album is one of the best albums by them.. thnx alot.. i hope its not too late to give u your christmas present.. shall send it to u soon.. Thnx alot..
This was a real surprise.. coz.. i almost cried.. thnx cgmates.. u guys have been wonderful.. a blessing to my life.. no doubt about that.. you helped me grow closer to God.. and.. even though our time so far has been short.. it's been more meaningful and as close as brothers and sisters.. i felt so touched by your blessing.. i really like it so much.. sometimes i wonder y i deserve this too.. thnx so much.. bro and everyone.. thnx..

Thnx esther, for this present even though i only met u once.. appreciate it!! hope to know u better someday... take care..

Thnx also for momoco.. who.. asked me to meet her at ELS.. juz to recieve her present.. which im again outta words.. thnx for both your christmas and birthday presents.. i am still figuring out where to hang that..

Seriously thnx so much for those who wished me happy birthday.. Thnx for those who cared about me.. Thnx for those true frenz and brothers and sisters who are always there.. i hope u guys had a great christmas and a great year ahead in 2007.. Thnx so much.. for the friendship and the things you guys did..

The real meaning of Christmas

2006-12-19T22:12:00.000+08:00

I fear that.. as the years go by.. since the late 1960s till now.. the true meaning of christmas have been greatly distorted.. the fact that.. everyone now.. thinks that christmas is just a western festival where we juz tag along and see what's in store for us.. we will be amazed by the way Santa Claus riding his sleigh across the sky at the night b4 christmas.. with his trusted reindeers.. giving presents to the nice kids.. not the "naughty" ones.. and that now.. Christmas is so comercialize.. that even the christmas cookies.. the christmas ornaments hike up their prices juz for this festival.. and everyone is using christmas as a gimmick to sell more of their items.. including clothing and food.. like Christmas Sale.. 50% off.. or Christmas special Set.. combo.. the true meaning of christmas.. isn't about spending more money on putting ornaments on christmas tree.. or the only time to spend time with family again besides CNY.. but.. the real true meaning of christmas.. is the true spirited giving.. the ultimate gift that God had given to us.. his son Jesus Christ.. we can never outgive God with our love of praise, our offerings.. for God made the ultimate sacrifice.. to send his son to die on the cross.. for who? why is he so foolish enough to do it.. where he can juz watch us all humans die.. perish and burn in hell.. its because.. God had created us.. and he wants our relationship as great as back as the days where Adam and Eve.. they walk along side by side at the garden of Eden.. expressing their true friendship to each other.. without hiding any feelings.. dat is wat God wants.. to establish a route and a connection back to our heavenly father.. so that we can have wat Jesus deserves.. his glory, his righteousness.. his wealth, his blessings.. his abundance in every area of our life.. Christmas is all about us.. all about wat God did for us.. and.. trough this.. we are reminded very dearly that on this day 25th of December every year.. Jesus was born on the smelly manger.. where the cows and donkeys were sleepin and shittin.. Joseph and Mary didnt have any choice but to bore the baby there coz.. every other place has been taken..
Lets all be reminded that Christmas is about God.. and give glory to Him for he hath provided us the ultimate gift.. that we may live evermore.. forever with God afterlife.. Praise God..

the cheekiness and the KLness

2006-12-18T19:04:00.000+08:00

Planetshakers Conference 2006. Was there for 3 nights.. night rally only.. sad that i cant go for the conference if it wasn't for my college classes.. yea.. it was better than anticipated.. and.. i hope i dont go there juz for the experience.. but to witness somethin that can can change my life totally.. stick with that mindset and i wont be going anywhere.. i must be on the boat with Jesus.. not in the boat..

This pictures taken from monday 11th of December.. where we had pot luck.. we brought our spaghetti.. dont know if ppl really like it.. and yea.. the sotong balls.. and many other nice food.. not to mention.. Jay Yen and Jay Min brought Klang Bak Kut Teh.. but it meant for a heavy dinner.. so everyone pass it on... not many ppl are eating it.. wat a sad... i even helped myself a lil.. haha.. sry.. dat day Klang Bak Kut Teh failed to attract anyone..

this pic.. was out of pure lameness.. while havin an early class letoff from BST.. jiun yen and i ran till we reach Seaview.. to have our tai pao.. yum.. but.. sittin next to us was this cat who fear no humans.. so.. it juz lickin and cleaning itself.. and.. i juz have nothin to do.. i put my tai pao skin onto him.. makin him wear some garment.. haha.. i like cats..

the player himself.. who coincidently.. played with guys that day.. lol

TBS Open day.. where new faces will be joining us for January Intake.. haha.. the event had some music.. and.. the fans.. with this large tube.. Jea hau and Chun Pin are posing and playing with it as usual.. haha.. they love the sun..

KLness.. went to KL.. in search of somethin.. but failed miserably.. thnx cocky for spending on petrol.. really u have done much.. i feel bad sometimes receiving too much.. anywayz.. new movie.. Takeshi Kaneshiro and Tony Leung..

Chien Loong.. boredom in the car.. killing him slowly..

Haha.. this guy is taking video on his camera.. while i take him.. we all smile at him as we pass him by.. dats pretty Gay
No parking

Cant help it but to take pictures of foreigners walking past the street.. the way they walk.. haha..

People in KL.. chillingness at the bus stop.. hecticness on the road..

thnx for reading..

Many Events part 2

2006-12-11T15:48:00.000+08:00

ahh.. this one.. on monday 4th november not mistaken.. we went to sunway pyramid yet again.. to watch movie.. Waiting.. the phrase on the billboard for this movie is.. " Never @#%! the waiter who is serving you food" LOL.. seriously.. for those who really go out and eat alot.. u have to watch this movie.. never provoke your waiter.. or its over.. disgusting.. yuck!! puke!! argh.. after the movie.. we went Kim Gary yet again.. Chia Hui loves there.. argh.. and i had french toast.. which was nice.. they had rice and noodles.. Kenneth took 1 hour juz to buy the beanie bag for his phone.. we were waiting.. outside.. stoning.. OMG.. so long.. he's flirting with the cashier.. and the shop assistant.. wasted all our time.. dat sux..

The resemblance of the coke with ginger chia hui havin and my beanie bag for the phone.. Take a break or shall i say.. Take a chill pill.. haha..

They say that i'm gay.. i always act like one.. but u never know.. wat they are doin.. they think they're clean.. look what are they doin in the bed.. one half naked.. the other.. all laughing.. giggling.. so who are the gays now.. aint me man..

thnx for reading..

Many events

2006-12-03T15:43:00.000+08:00

This is taken for fun.. the view of subang in the early morning.. clear blue sky.. sunny day..

KFC during lunch.. i cant afford it.. me and ka heng went for hawker stall food nearby.. -_-

This is me, after my hair got bitten of by a cat.. look at me, sad.. dismay.. lol..

My ex english lecturer ask a few guys to decorate her office and the english room. We put snowflakes and my hands are itchy, so i made a deformed snowman sticked unto her door..

The bomba came to TBS building.. apparently the building was shaking.. so everyone was evacuated.. the police came, bomba.. i was about to give back the books i borrowed.. crap.. my student ID still there..

Saturday, after church, cell group members went for farewell dinner for 2 frenz.. one is tian an.. leaving to holland for 4 years.. the other eddie, leaving to singapore till jan/feb.. had dinner at vivo's pizza.. very nice bake spaghettis.. the ppl including, lydia, hui yii, mei yii, janice, ET, my bro, jay min, joyce, wei ying, and wei pyng.. lol.. haha.. bye TA.. take care.. if u dont mind.. send me stuff from holland.. haha.. all the best in ur studies..

i love taking pics..

2006-11-30T21:08:00.000+08:00

Randomness.. these are the pictures.. from.. 3 cengal reunion, lunch break at Salmon Steak, and pictures of Kim Gary Sunway Pyramid.. haha.. enjoy

Hillsong Concert

2006-11-28T23:29:00.000+08:00

24th November.. Ahh.. Hillsong Concert at SIB KL.. fantastic worship.. Joel Houston was there.. i will always remember his quote: " We are just ordinary ppl doin extraordinary stuff by God" without God they wouldn't be here.. yea.. they are right.. being humble.. Anywayz.. chien loong fetched me again today.. thnx again Loong.. lol.. he drove me, my bro and his fren to the concert.. at about 5:30.. when reached.. woah.. quite a number of ppl.. and the church is freakin big.. i like.. wow.. its bigger than my church.. everythin is furnished.. God certainly blessed their church.. but yea.. we were tryin to line up.. finally we are in a line.. lol.. we then met vern chui, gayle, stesha together.. and we saw other ppl.. like.. Grace, ben teo, chris teo.. RLC mates.. and others.. woah.. alot of ppl.. even ex SMKDJ ppl.. lol..

this is juz part of the ppl.. there are so many.. virtually packed at 7.. even my other frenz whom i supposed to meet cant.. coz.. too full.. aihz.. after that.. well.. this is the announcement.. that everyone cannot take video or photos during concert.. aihz.. sadz.. nvm.. not here for them.. its matter of great worship.. below the pic.. is the stage.. Finally Zahier made it.. join me and my bro in the center of the stage.. we jump wildly.. sang our hearts out.. surprised that zahier joined hillsong.. for the music.. haha..

the pics below are after the concert.. haha.. the ppl were crowding to see their other frenz.. talkin around.. chillin.. and many more.. after that we decided to go Williams.. everyone tag along

Pics of Williams.. i am enjoying my butterprawn.. yum yum.. overall great session.. we had enjoy ourselves..

Okay.. i went home at about 1 somethin.. bath and slept at 2 30.. tiring.. tahts about it.. thnx for reading.. haha

randomness yet again on 22nd November

2006-11-23T21:15:00.000+08:00

Ahh.. randomness yet again.. this time.. jim had a photoshoot in KL.. so.. chien loong drove me and jim to KL. at about.. 12.. First we went bak kut teh at SS1.. it was delicious.. this below.. is.. Chien loong's softy toy.. pink pig.. lol.. squishy..

Then while on the way to KL.. random pictures.. first.. McDs of Masjid Jamek...

Next.. KLCC.. KL Convention center...

Next.. the real KLCC.. lol..

While Jim is in his photoshoot.. me and chien loong went to KLCC.. Chein loong wanna buy a new flips.. coz his old one from Cult seriously.. looks old.. worn out.. so on the way.. we saw not 1, not 2, but 3 Lambourghinies.. wut.. RM3mill car each.. 3 together.. wut the heck..

Durin nite time.. Kwok liang and his other co organizers organized a clubbing party at Maison.. the picture of KL Tower at night.. and Maison.. Overall it was a good day.. lol.. very tiring.. but worth it..
went out the whole day from afternoon till early hours in the morning of the next day.. ahh tired..

Thanks for reading..

Jim's birthday party

2006-11-20T14:34:00.000+08:00

18th November 2006
3 days b4 his actual birthday.. Cheryl organized a surprise birthday party for Jim.. which.. she asked us to be quiet.. and.. to invite all frenz of jim.. but.. in the end only 20+ ppl turned up.. alot of ppl FFK!!.. sad to say.. Cheryl had to pay alot for the party.. we juz helped her chip in abit.. here and there.. Im touched.. first time a girl doin so much for his bf.. im so.. touched..
Anywayz.. i was late.. coz.. i came home from church about 6:30.. then.. go home change.. Jiun Yen oredi in my house.. Zahier want to tumpang along.. he reached to my place at about 7:15.. Cheryl told us to be there b4 7.. sry.. we rushed to Subang Holiday Villa.. okay lar.. saw the guys.. and some other guys.. and some other girls.. and the couple.. the food was great. just.. hadnt had the stomach to eat all of it.. wasted... here are some pics of the party..

Haha.. candid shot of kwok liang.. he was there.. cracking out all his lameness to Wei Lynn.. LOL.. she got so conned.. coz she was blur and.. lol.. anywayz.. the picture was dark.. coz.. the environment is kinda dark.. so.. take awhile to see the pics..

cheryl was takin this picture.. i like.. wait!!.. -_-.. nvm.. if u can see.. wei lynn is sittin next to me.. haha..

Group picture!!.. top left.. calvin, me, JIM the man, zahier and wayne(cheryl's fren).. bottom left.. cocky, cher kuan, jiun yen, kenneth and er.. 2.2 guy... TBF.. haha.. sry.. forgot his name..

Wayne me and zahier.. Wayne says he from sri garden.. and.. he can dance.. -_-.. everyone can dance.. just that everyone dance in a different way..

Jim cuttin cake.. Cheryl did so many things for him that nite.. after the cake cuttin and the song singing.. we stuff his head to the other cake.. haha.. Jim.. u lucky boy.. u know wat to do.. if you dont.. the guys will find u..

No one can be there 24/7 to help u

2006-11-19T15:26:00.000+08:00

U cant count on ur maid 24/7 to cook dishes.. make food.. clean ur bedroom.. everythin for u.. U r not some king.. u cant count ur mom or dad on buying all the stuff u need.. even sometimes food u gotta buy your own.. U cant even count on ur friends to be there 24/7 talking to u about your sad stuff.. emo stuff.. No one can help u 24/7.. except GOD.. GOD is real.. GOD will never withhold anything from u.. GOD will never make u walk the lonely road alone.. GOD will never let u suffer all your whole life.. GOD will never let u down.. GOD will be there when u need him the most.. and when u dont.. GOD will be there every second.. even when u r sleeping.. GOD is there.. even your wife cant be there 24/7.. GOD is real.. trust in him.. he will provide.. Seek ye first the Kingdom of GOD.. and all things shall be added upon u..

This is where all our government and income taxes go to.. KANIAPOT!!

2006-11-14T10:34:00.000+08:00

This.. is an insult.. to every malaysian.. no matter how much i revere the King.. Yang DiPertuan Agong.. Still.. THIS IS TOO MUCH!!.. u spend all our government taxes.. our parents' income taxes.. for your 400m so called.. "Palace".. KANIAPOT!!.. This is why.. government no finances for other projects.. like helping the poor.. cleaning up our enviornment.. building better facilities.. better schools.. better government services.. 400m.. give me 1m lar.. -_-.. there are alot of poor ppl out there.. rather than giving money to spend on a bigger function room.. do it in the open air.. and.. give the money.. to those who really need.. i feel super demoralize.. Yes!! PM!!.. u use our money very well.. very well used..

Happy 18th Birthday.. Corky!!

2006-11-14T10:29:00.000+08:00

Oh yea!! kwok liang's 18th birthday.. Happy Birthday friend!!.. U've been kind.. funny.. sarcastic.. lame.. and all the more.. a helping hand in times of need.. when i really do wrong.. u were there to give advice.. if i ever take u for granted as a friend.. I'm sorry.. u r one of the good friends i ever known.. Thnx for everything.. Hope u will be succesful.. get a sexy hot loving wife.. have many naughty kids.. and.. healthy.. and blessings to all ur family members..

10th of November.. after final exams of 2nd sem

2006-11-13T22:13:00.001+08:00

Ahh.. my ferrari.. after so long.. its finally mine!!.. mwahahahaha.. i was driving it down to KL from subang.. after exam.. alot of ppl staring at me lor.. like.. woah woah.. jack driving ferrari.. LOL
juz joking.. i saw this one of a kind.. rare car in a basement at Berjaya Times Square..

It all started after exams.. 10th of November 2005.. Me and kenneth were surprised.. our Final English Results.. are out.. so.. we went to Ms. Chen's notice board.. our Eng teacher.. and like woah.. Kenneth.. u got HD.. I got D.. then.. Ms Chen appear.. This paper is an illusion.. i like huh? its like in a desert.. lookin for water.. its a mirage.. i like huh? OMG.. the final marks are actually our listening test results.. this sux.. got conned by our teacher..

Nvm.. me, jea hau, kenneth, cindy, kit peng, and chia hui decided to go for Karaok.. at the 2nd most lala place in the world.. BTS.. Berjaya Times Square.. wee.. This is due to the fact that.. alot of ppl say Red Box Sunway Pyramid.. there are rumours of ghost.. where there r 5 ppl in a room.. the CCTV shows 6.. and they ahve to pay for the 6th person.. hmm.. dun care.. anywayz.. we went to Neway Karaokay.. which wasn't that bad..

Kenneth trying to sing.. and.. Chia Hui trying to pose for the camera while taking a picture.. -_-

This is me.. flippin thru the screen.. searching for my fave song..

from left.. Chia Hui, Cindy, Kit Peng and me.. singing our voices out.. on a song..

This is us.. gettin high while singing a nice song.. woohoo!!.. BUt wait.. where is Jea Hau? he's gone.. lol.. if i have a camera.. i will definitely take a picture of him singing Beyond and The Cranberries.. AHAHAHAHA.. okay.. thnx for reading

have a nice day..

Class Reunion 5 Kempas 2006

2006-11-13T09:54:00.000+08:00

The people of 5 Kempas.. which also similar to 4 Kempas.. holds deep memories to me.. all the fun.. the teasing.. the jokes.. the laughter.. the antics of our class.. i will never forget.. even when i'm old.. i just have some feeling for everyone there.. even though we may not see each other over the past 1 year.. i still.. would like to see them all.. once again.. the worldly love thing over my classmates.. even though they're aint united.. still.. they are inspiring individuals..
To 5 Kempas.. if anyone of u is reading it.. Do reply my email.. and come join us for 5 Kempas Reunion 2006!!.. Please don't FFK.. coz there is others that misses u.. trust me..

Walkin this lonely road with God by my side

2006-11-08T10:34:00.000+08:00

I guess finally i've found the meaning to my new blogskin..
I indeed walk alone with God on this journey..
The rest that i am close to.. They are just so happen.. crossing the road i was walking by.. and they've had been a part of my life.. but their road just seem to move somewhere else.. not where i taking..
People have their own agendas.. their own goals.. they will never walk the path same with me.. they may brush aside the grasses.. or even walk from a distance where i can see him/her.. They will never join me in my path.. i'm still alone.. with God..
the best frenz I had.. will never be.. with just a blink of an eye.. they're roads will turn so sudden.. that they will disappear in an instance.. gone..
I wanna make good frenz with those i have right now.. and i wan to maintain it..
Jiun yen.. no matter how true our friendship we are having now.. I still feel.. we are always on a different road.. You may seem to say that we can do alot of things in life.. Yes i say we can.. but.. alot of things i cannot keep on asking u to do.. like joining back with the guys that were always there..
I guess the next step i will take.. is to let u really have all your time.. with kat.. i feel dat.. i do not need to be there.. just to be a lamp post.. i enjoy times with u and kat and sue.. i feel.. i have to continue.. doing.. something.. better for me.. than seeing u enjoying.. what u have.. that i dont have.. at the moment..
I will still treat u as best fren.. just.. i cannot do things that u r doing now with kat.. i guess.. i have to move on.. and maybe find someone for me..

Mom's Birthday.. 5th November 2006

2006-11-07T21:06:00.000+08:00

November 5th.. 2006.. Sunday.. 8:00pm till 11:00pm... Mom's (age undisclose) birthday.. We had a dinner in Modestos.. Sri Hartamas.. my parents invited a few guests to join us in the celebration.. there is my uncle and aunty from Kota Bharu.. and Uncle Fred and his lady Aunty Tina.. with their daughter.. Michelle.. Well.. while choosing our main dish over the menu... my uncle told me and my bro.. he said and i quote: " Don't let the price control u.. U control the price" meaning.. dont care the price.. just order.. -_-.. so i order this RM55 steak.. which comes out.. small.. and.. bloody.. but it was ok.. it wasn't full.. so i had to drink water to make me full.. -_-.. On the day itself.. my mom was telling me to get her a cake for her birthday.. i like.. dont worry.. we will handle it.. This happens as over the years.. my mom usually buys her own birthday cake.. which is.. "SAD".. but.. this year.. its gonna change.. finally.. she dont need to buy a cake.. hehe.. and overall.. we had great fun over the dinner table.. I hate the pictures taken though.. low quality crap camera.. cannot make it at all..
below are some of the pictures... which can so call make it into this blog.. the rest.. have to leave it aside..

My mom and michelle..

Famly photo.. my hair really cannot make it.. Michelle told me to cut my hair.. i guess... i think its time to invest some money to make my hair short.. argh.. hate it..

From left.. My dad, michelle, my bro.. and me.. the weird hair.. gotta admit.. my hair is getting messy and lame..

Are you READY to press it?

2006-11-05T23:37:00.000+08:00

Exams are around the corner.. somemore.. u guys say.. u didnt do well in ur accounts.. i know nuts about it.. isn't it time to press the panic button? and start studying? lol.. I'm gonna press that stupid button.. as of.. 12a.m. 6th November 2006... the panic alarm will be sounded.. till.. friday.. that will be it.. then its time to press the button play.. play hard for the next 2 weeks man.. PLAY!!.. PLAY!! PLAY!!..

OMG!! its not a bird.. its.. TOTORO!! wee!!

2006-11-02T22:20:00.000+08:00

sry for the wrong info.. i really thought it was a bird.. coz it looked like one.. its actually.. a forest spirit from the show.. Totoro.. name is totoro.. which in Japanese name.. troll.. i like WTH!!.. thnx kat yee for telling me the name.. i feel so stupid..
see the resemblence...

Introducing... KuKuBird

2006-11-02T21:21:00.000+08:00

introducing... kukubird.. my beloved pet i adopted today... i called him that.. becoz.. he looks more like a bird.. but.. i think he is somethin else.. but from his looks.. he is fat.. so if he is a bird.. he cant fly.. lol.. cute flightless bird.. weird.. and cute.. weird.. nice to squish.. girls.. watch out.. coz kukubird is coming your way.. he will make u cuddle him.. >.<>

just want some peace

2006-10-30T19:15:00.000+08:00

after many incidents.. there is juz ain't peace in the atmosphere anymore... people may look normal on the outside.. there are many stuff.. hidden.. not for the world to see... worse is that.. they act so normal in front of each other.. but when alone.. these people.. will start gossiping.. spreading nonsense.. giving people bad impression about the person they dislike.. this sux...
I myself.. have heard tons of gossips over the past few weeks... it hurts alot.. all of these coming from frenz hating each other... disliking the characters of other people...
Stop gossiping people.. and start realizing.. that everyone isn't perfect... there is no end to gossiping.. it will only lead to hatred.. distrust... and most importantly.. inner peace...
ignoring the problem isn't gonna help much.. it's time to confront those hidden hatreds to the person u hate.. and share out your views... even if that person is wrong... just tell him/her... im sure he/she will change... coz its for the better of all of us... Do all these.. for the sake of everyone... stop keeping dark secrets...

A public apology

2006-10-27T18:19:00.000+08:00

my sincerest apology.. to one of my best frenz..
im sorry kenneth.. if you are reading this.. im sorry..
i know.. it may take time for you to forgive.. or may not.. but yet again im sorry
i do not know any other methods to apologize.. but today.. i will tell u the story..
chien loong decided to go watch movie.. after presentation..
so i told u.. lets go.. and yes.. i forgot to mention that kat will be tagging along..
kat.. sry that u r in this mess but yea.. its really nothing..
i apologize for not telling u the truth yet again.. yes.. im a BFL..
I really wanted u to come along.. no doubt about it
when i told them.. jiun yen and c.loong.. they say.. since u dislike kat.. might as well..
tell u not to go.. i told u not to go.. but i lied.. this time.. i said the movie was cancelled..
which wasn't.. kat did came along.. we all watched a movie..
and im sorry.. i ditched u yet again..
next time if ya wanna ditch me.. do it.. i have no regrets.. no remorse.. coz i know what i did..
it will be countered back someday..
But.. even though i say i treat u as a good fren.. it's no joke.. im serious.. u r one of my best frenz..
no doubt about it.. and im really sorry..

HILLSONG UNITED IS COMING!! UNBELIEVABLE!!

2006-10-17T21:16:00.000+08:00

not to be crazy.. im not a fan.. but yea.. im into their music.. Finally they are here.. come come.. this concert shudnt be miss out..spread the news..

Need i say more.. cant wait.. those who want tix.. or confirm information.. find me tomorrow or before friday.. i go buy tix for u guys.. 20 bux each.. Canaanland also got sell.. but yea.. find me if u wan.. WORTH going..

Whats a Geoduck?

2006-10-12T23:43:00.000+08:00

an animal trivia. what is a geoduck?

it doesn't pronounced as geoduck, but gooey-duck. cool rite the name. it's scientific name is Panopea Abrupta or Panopea Generosa. lol

what's a geoduck? take a look at the picture..

It's actually a type of clam if u people dont know.. originated from the Pacific Coast in the US and Canada. It is the largest burrowing clam in the world. It's also known as King Clam or Elephant Trunk Clam.

Life expectancy of this clam is about 146 years old. pretty old.. very old i think for humans.. haha.. Geoducks produce 500 billion eggs at a lifetime.. which is alot.. but not many did make it to adulthood.. which is sad..

these clams are sold in fisherman markets for a hefty price.. about US$ 30/pound.. thats alot of money.. about RM100/pound.. those who have tasted it says its tough, hard to bite.. not delicious at all.. but wat can i say.. it's a delicacy to some people.. LOL..

For those who know good.. but for those who don't know.. an animal fact..
Brought to you by Jack

Thanks for reading

Super upgrade and makeover

2006-10-12T00:31:00.000+08:00

Thank you loyal readers for your continual support in reading my blog... I hope my blog doesn't bore you to death but yea.. i have made alot of shifts and alts.. ok.. i mean makeshifts.. alot of changes.. including a nice background, nice music.. and yea.. dats about it.. i hope u guys look at my blog more.. smoother to the eye.. LOL.. so.. be back to post some upcoming lame stories for u guys.. take care

thnx for reading

a lil info on true love.. what i wanna say..

2006-10-10T18:38:00.000+08:00

is love a combination of what looks good to the eyes and makes the heart race? Doesn't everyone experience the same euphoric feelings when they fall in love? If these physical reactions accurately define true love, why are there so many divorces? And why wouldn/t "love at first sight" seal a marriage "till death do us part"?

Consider movies, hope u guys heard of the movie THE BRIDGES OF MADISON COUNTY, was touted as the love story of the century. this remarkably short-sighted advertisement illustrates how many people equate a brief clandestine encounter with true love. Movies nowadays appeared to respond to a public that are more interested in FALLING in love rather than STAYING in love. This really faults a gullible society that encourages such movies. Today movies always show how couples fall in love, jump into the bed together and live happily ever after which in fact doesnt happen in real life always.

check out these quotes,
if a couple

never argues
are not dependant on each other
both want sex equally
never get angry
get all their needs met
share responsibilities equally
never feel lonely
always agree
think alike
never get bored
always know what the other wants
resolve all of their problems

all these don't determine true love. the basic ingredients of true love, sure we all know... Chemistry, compatibility and commitment. Most couples always have the chemistry thing, but they seldom last cause of lack of compatibility and uncommitted.. there is a stage that couples should experience to sustain and perpetuate true love.

First.. one must understand.. izzit falling in love? or infatuation?

what is infatuation? infatuation is defined as lacking of sound judgement, foolish, completely carried away by foolish or shallow love or affection, or extrapolating from insufficient information. Infuatuation is universal, no one has a corner on it. From the outset it is important to distinguish infatuation from sex drive, which is simply the CRAVING for sexual gratification. humans can feel the urge for sex with someone without having romantic inclinations. you can be attracted to alot of poeple but infatuated with only one at a time. when u are infatuated with a person, only this person can give you those euphoric 'in love' feelings. Infatuation triggers euphoria, an altered state of consciousness induced by the action of consciousness induced by the action of what neurobiologists call PEA, which is known as love molecule. The symptomes.. ilcude a delightful positive attitude, increased energy, decreased need of sleep, and loss of appetite. Sex enters the picture with the admixture of PEA, dopamine and norepinephrine. this delightful influence of infatuation makes us dangerously inclined to make decisions we may later regret.

To sustaio a relationship, one must consist of a man and woman who get along well. Kindness and respect are hallmarks of such a couple, as they are always ready to override negative interactions with positive ones. their compatibility and firndship dominate their relationship. They often begin their relationship as friends and progress into loving each other. The two must confide and consult with each other regularly. They also talk with one another and laugh together often, everyday, even when at work, they are good friends, enriching their friendship with love's chemistry - romance.

Love can be express in different ways. Eros, philia and agape are three of them.

Eros refers to sexual love. english meaning is erotic. Philia means brotherly love or genuine affection. Agape however, is the noblest form of love. agape has to do with the mind. it rises above emotion to encompass the principles by which we deliberately live. Agape can be defined as caring love.

we gotta put the pieces together by beginning with the "love molecule" or love's chemistry, moved forward to love's compatibility and then to love's commitment in marriage. These are the physiological and psychological contributions to what the world calls 'true love'. but the final and perfect contributor to a happy marriage is agape. Any marriage that possesses agape has the greatest opportunity to have a lifelong marriage with each partner luxuriating in outgoing concern for the other person.

thnx for reading

Jack's favorite albums of the year

2006-10-05T18:44:00.000+08:00

best of the best albums for 2006.. first feature album, The Face of Love by Sanctus Real. Sanctus Real is a kinda established christian band in the US.. so guys.. u can check out their website.. http://www.sanctusreal.com. all the songs are deep and meaningful.. so.. do try to get the songs.. u can always get a sample by me.. the album pics below..

second feature album.. is by Mae.. its called The Everglow. Mae is an underground band, which is wholely on rock.. wat i like about this album.. well.. got to know it since last year.. and the songs are.. definitely nice to hear.. their lyrics are also deep.. much of longing for someone.. but still.. good songs.. definitely i will buy if it's ever out here.. so.. if u want to sample it.. do tell me.. it's a good album.. trust me.. but sadly their not popular in Malaysia.. and.. they don't sell their albums here.. only can get it online.. webpage for this band is http://www.whatismae.com argh

ok.. third album of the year.. definitely from Hillsong Church.. Mighty to Save. Every year Hillsong Church will produce an album and Hillsong United another.. but this year their songs are great.. shud get one of this album when it comes out.. don't know when but yea.. this album juz came.. so.. do get it at the nearest christian bookstore..

i feel bad downloading the rest.. so.. hope they can make it to my hands one day.. thnx for reading..

love: Jack

Hazy days..

2006-10-05T18:37:00.000+08:00

hazy days ahead.. weather reports are giving us bad informations.. i freakin hate the haze.. it's like the same as last year.. grr.. indons.. get a life..

KL is about 87.. PJ about 82.. still consider moderate? zzz look at the blardy sky.. it's freakin grey and blur.. still.. there is more things to look out.. i like the new mini cooper.. juz launched yesterday.. argh.. mouth watering.. dream car..

better fuel efficiency, bigger car space.. much power than the previous.. man.. it's fantastic.. wat more can i ask..