C.K. TAN

THE "GODDESS" Sue Hsia

After fixing finish the Infinite Justice Gundam.. It looks cool no matter how i look at it.. although its small..

Below is the Justice Gundam.. awesome piece of model.. but just the modeler is quite noob at making it chun..

The real thing.. outside the anime.. GUNDAMS ROX!!

It can even stand on 1 feet.. How cool is that! not many models can move like this.. only Gundams can..
The difference in size.. 1/100 and 1/144.. im bigger than u u puny.. and both are pink.. IM NOT GAY.. so happened these 2 gundams are pink.. aint my fault.. its the main character's gundam.. and i like them alot..

So disappointed.. What i hate about my life.. why i wish i could just get it done.. and not think about it.. and throw that thought into the trashcan..

IM WAITING FOR THAT DAY LORD!!.. U PROMISED.. DONT EVER BREAK THAT PROMISE..

I DON'T WANNA F*#KING DEPEND ON EVERYONE AROUND ME!! I HATE BEING A FREELOADER!! I HATE IT WHEN PPL TREAT ME TOO GOOD!! I WAN'T TO PAY THEM BACK THEIR DEEDS.. I HATE BEING A ONE SIDER.. I HATE BEING DEPENDED ON MY FRIENDS TO DO EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE..

MY PARENTS BACK HOME SAY ALL MY FRIENDS ARE INFLUENCING ME BECOMING AN ASS AT HOME!! WHO MADE THIS TO ME!! WHO!!.. I DONT WANNA BLAME ANYONE..

U SAID DONT DEPEND ON OTHERS.. I CANT EVEN DEPEND ON U GUYS TO HELP ME 1 THING.. JUST BECOZ I MADE MISTAKES.. HOW CAN U DONT TRUST UR OWN SON.. I LOVE MY FAMILY.. I JUST WANT THINGS GO GOOD FOR EVERYONE..

THNX EVERYONE WHO TREATED ME SO GOOD.. WON'T FORGET WHAT U GUYS DID IN MY LIFE..

I'VE BEEN DEPENDING U GUYS FOR SO LONG.. U GUYS ARE SPECIAL IN MY LIFE.. U ALL MADE MY LIFE WORTH LIVING.. WORTH ENJOYING.. U KNOW WHO I'M REFERRING TO.. SO THNX YA ALL!

I've been saying thanks a million times.. thanking day in day out.. but its true.. from the bottom of my heart..

Please grant me this wish O LORD.. this is one wish i want.. for my birthday.. for christmas..

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

[[over the weekend]]

i guess i hadn't stayed at home for the weekend for a few weeks in a row.. after exams.. it was peace mode.. still dlding.. watching anime.. but the brief weekend i spent.. i was finishing up my assignment.. here and there.. fixing gundam.. it's been awhile.. since i went for a movie.. =/

while on the way out to fetch my brother from work.. A NEIGHBOUR CAT!!.. enjoying its sleep.. decided to park right beside the cat to get a better view.. taking a picture of a cat nap..
gasp.. i open the windscreen for a nearer view.. the cat.. gave me a cold stare.. like.. Annoyed.. wth are u doing.. why are u stopping in front of me.. wth are u disturbing my sleep.. MEOW!!!!!

and yea.. Mei Yii's bday falls on the same day as my mom's.. she got a surprise cake.. chocolate.. didnt get to eat it.. =/.. secret recipe's cake rox..

HAPPY BDAY TMEIYII!

She is turning 20.. congratz!!.. 2 decades of life so far.. i still in my teenhood.. haha..

so fast.. almost 1 year past.. i can still recall my bday last year at neway.. omg.. im turning 19 soon.. i still feel young and immature inside.

ahh.. yes.. my bro bought 2 gundams.. HG models.. scale of 1/144.. a good beginner experience.. fixing it was time consuming.. but the final good is awesome.. without those modeling tools.. we did quite well for an amature.. although the aile strike looks abit.. weird.. man..

these models aren't detailed.. so.. if want to make it detail, have to put paint, markers, metallic and shine it.. mini details.. to make it perfect.. but i hadnt get my tools yet.. im just a beginner..

Strike's first leg.. a small achievement.. but was admiring for 5 secs.. lets continue

And yea.. i just finished Infinite Justice.. man.. this bot is awesome.. they have the scale of 1/100.. cant wait to have that one.. but this one.. after strike's experience.. we made it extra careful.. and the results were better.. although still alot of things to learn.. watching youtube is good!

poses of gundam.. with W300i VGA camera.. =/

Guess what.. bought 2 more.. waiting for the tools to come in.. hehe.. dis hobby is an expensive one indeed.. Thnx bro for paying most of it till now..

Thnx for reading.. God bless!

[[With Jesus On This Endless Road]]*|2:14 AM|

Friday, November 02, 2007

[[sry.. was away bz with anime, assignment and exams]]

Was busy.. watching Gundam SEED during the week.. when watching anime.. chances are.. i'm more lazy goin out.. and Gundam SEED the anime itself is so.. exciting.. and emotional.. Other than than, im busy with assignment and exams.. exams this weekend..

Kira Yamato.. the star of the show.. who fights for freedom..
Athrun Zala, who fought for his mom, but found that his cause wasn't relevant.. a childhood friend of Kira Yamato and best friends and partners while piloting ZGMF-X19A Justice alongside Kira Yamato in ZGMF-X20A Freedom.

Gundam in action!!

The following week schedule:

1. Fixing new Gundam model after Gundam craze begin... (Yummy)

2. Finish up group presentation for the following week

3. Pray for mid sem exam results.. (short prayer)

4. Last but not least.. get my pay! to buy my wii!!.. can't wait to get my hands on my gundam and wii..
5. last but not least.. download and watch Gundam SEED Destiny to continue the sequel to Gundam SEED...


I will formally invite everyone to play wii once i get it.. lets enjoy wii sports!

[[With Jesus On This Endless Road]]*|1:01 PM|

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

[[the trip to malacca and pavillion KL]]

what i can say is that.. the Malacca trip.. was chun.. well planned.. and.. unforgetable.. i miss coming to malacca.. after the minor trip i had working for an event last few months back. so.. i can only describe Malacca in 1 word...

CHUN!!

dats all.. we (Kenneth, Tan Cher Kuan, Kwoky, Wai Cheong, Jing Chen, Sara, Joyee and me)

rented a bangalow.. which is bigger than my own house.. T_T.. and even has a swimming pool babeh.. we chilled at the hse.. swim till our fingers and toes got sooo soaked.. it looks like.. lap cheong.. anyhow.. yea.. gotten darker.. must be the food.. must be the good food..

the historical place.. with alot of cars.. and the trees has covered all of the historical places.. -_-

much better view eh.. just next door.. but still.. the trees blocked the view..

opposite those historical buildings.. CHUNG WAH kopi char pou.. where the "famous" chicken rice ball is sold.. we went in to find old memories..

in my memories.. the chicken riceball was out of this world.. like alien food.. but turns out..

The chicken is nice.. but.. i prefer makan taugeh and chicken from IPOH..

my expectations are too high.. guess.. i wont despise ipoh chicken from now on..

I LOVE IPOH!!!

Went to this place called.. forgotten.. some famous shop that sells DODOL, durian produced stuff and.. durian cendol.. yum.. and while searching for buyable items..
saw this.. i tot it was the famous HIM HEANG.. but mana tau.. its..

SHENG HIANG..-_-

WTH!!

WTH!!

WTH!!

they have the exact same design... the same box.. even the sticker is similar.. just the name.. got conned.. next time.. only buy HIM HEANG from Penang.. not Sheng Hiang of Malacca.. this sux..

Ok.. yesterday.. Monday.. pergi KL Pavillion.. with my whole family and our extended neighbour friend's family.. sorta like.. family family outing..

usually le.. we seldom go shopping malls..

1. dad hates crowds

2. dad loves quietness during the weekend

3. dad hates to wait for food

4. dad wants things slow.. not fast paced.

Anyhow.. J.CO.. the "famous" brand of Indonesian made donuts.. they have their signature donuts.. apparently.. there is a story behind J.CO and Big Apple.. their donuts.. nice la!!

i enjoyed it.. but my mom didnt.. she say big apple better..

but wth.. dont u know the story of Big Apple and J.CO? T_T

although the donuts are nice.. their smell.. aren't awesome than of Big Apple.. becoz.. Big apple's donuts can be smelled 50m away.. J.CO.. 25m.. sad to say..

the Pizza store next to J.CO smells more chun.. haha

But le.. J.CO saves alot in advertising.. the line itself.. its an advertisement.. while lining up.. a couple behind me asked.. wats all this line about? i told them.. the famous J.CO donuts from indonesia.. they like Oh.. we line up becoz we are curious coz so many ppl lining up for this.. must be nice..

Anyhow.. yea.. J.CO donuts itself is consider a luxury to the poor k.. so.. i dont mind eating them.. it satisfies my stomach growls..

12 donuts for RM20.. not cheap k.. can buy lots of breads for the poor..

thnx for reading

God bless..

[[With Jesus On This Endless Road]]*|7:42 PM|